Saturday, January 15, 2005
` Memories `

Finally, finally.. the 4 of us (Jean, Claire, Joyce n me) are out again. It's been ages since we last met. =( We still continued to crap and talk rubbish without feeling uncomfortable. That's the magic between close friends. How i wish this magic will last forever...

We went to Bugis and first thing we did there was to take neoprints. It wasnt really successful as the neoprints didnt look really nice. However, taking neoprints with them brought me back loads of memories. The days when we tried out the new neoprint machines, laughing heartily when we were posing, and got bored when queuing for our turn. Haix... anyway, after that we just walked around abit and went to have our lunch before going back to Bukit Batok. Time seemed to pass really quickly.

Well, the reason for us returning back to Bukit Batok was that Joyce had to go to church. As she's kind of alone in the church, we promised to accompany her there. The place was very different from what i thought, and the auditorium looks like a mini indoor stadium. It's kind of cool, and the people there are very friendly. =) However, i dont really think i fit in there as afterall im not a believer of God. The service was interesting though. And, i love the people there. =D How i wish i can be like them, able to mix with people you dont know well.

We went to JP after having a drink with the cellgroup. As usual, window-shopped for a while before going home. It was already late so we had to go home. I felt sad. I dunno when we will be seeing each other again. I hate separation.

Before heading home, Claire and I walked around the market again. We were talking about our friendship since Pri 3. Hmm.. dun bother to read if you dun wan to know. I just want to remember these...

Pri 3, both of us were prefects. She was so-called the 'bad' prefect, while i was the 'good' prefect. We used to dislike each other. So, we seldom talk. Pri 4, our relationship got better. We started to talk more but we still werent that close. We got really close in Pri 5. I dunno why too, but we just suddenly clicked. We did prefect duties together, and feed the fishes in the ponds. I still remembered the huge catfish in the pond. We would also talk on the phone every morning before going to school, from morning 9am to 11am. She would sometimes come over to my house too and we took the schoolbus together. We were really happy! Pri 6, no more schoolbus. We used to lie to our parents that we had remedials when we were actually playing hop-scotch nearby the school. We had our own one and a half hour big-walk without any water and money. We played the skate scooter by the canal. We sat at the block near her house to relax ourselves. We walked home together everyday and always went into the polyclinic on the way to buy the 40 cents drink. We walked to each teachers' tables asking if they need help nearly everyday. Also, both of us would not want to enter 6/3 class because we would always be teased. ;P We were happy when the both of us got into the same Secondary school. We didnt have to separate from each other.

However, although we our class were only side-by-side in Sec 1, we seldom see or talk to each other. We got drifted away. Sec 2 was a little better but we still werent that close. We got back again in Sec 3, by having to sit beside each other. We were in the same class again, finally. We often play fingers-fight and im always the one who lost. =P We struggled together for Amaths and Physics. We kept failing these two subjects but end up laughing together. Sec 4, we took amaths 'alive or dead' test. We passed it! We were so happy as we didnt have to drop the subject. =) Also, we went to 5566's autograph session (Bishan Junction 8). We jumped happily together and she got really happy as Xiezhi took her tissue. We dropped our pure sciences to combined sciences, and felt less stressed up. We didnt regret dropping at all. =D She was only behind me during O levels, and we always chat with each other to relieve stress before the exams. O levels was then over...

I felt so sad remembering the past. Claire and I nearly cried when we were talking about this just now. We may not be able to be that close ever again. We cannot lose contact eh? Jean and Joyce too!! We must sms or call each other. Haix... i hate thinking the past. I dont even dare to read my past entries. What is happening to me? ><;;;

Now, im hoping that 3 weeks will be over as soon as possible. Yesh.. i accepted the job. I dunno why too... i just knew that i was really mad and disappointed when i was accepting the job. Why must i remind her to worry about my safety? Forget about it...


leaving...
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