Thursday, January 06, 2005
` reflections `

Time passed really quickly in the morning when i was looking after the younger kids. It was really an enjoyable moment. It felt good when the kids wanted you carry them or hug them, as you will know that you can give them a sense of security. I felt sad leaving them! Especially baby Nicholas! =( However, my main job is still looking after the older kids, who always give me a big, big headache and unhappiness. So... yeah. If only my main job is to look after the younger kids, then i'll definitely not quit! Heehee~ xD

The girl Karen employed to replace me will be coming tomorrow and i had to guide her. *blink blink* I had never felt that i had done a good job despite that Karen said i did quite well. I have to guide her?! Guess she will be seeing me feeling helpless when the older kids dont listen to me. Keke~

I had not been leading a normal life these two weeks. Waking up early and sleeping late. I cant go out with my friends nor and i can have a good rest. I finally can now! I had sort of losing contact with certain friends and we had not been talking to each other since the school reopened. Somehow, i really wish i had school. It's strange how humans think. When you have school, you are dying to get dismissed and go home to rest. However, when you are really at home and do not have to go school, you will feel like going to school. Afterall, there's so many friends and people to talk to at school. You are seldom alone. So, i should have treasure my secondary school days. I think i didnt in the past. =X

*Yawnz* im so sleepy now...


leaving...
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