Thursday, March 17, 2005
` Down, sad... depression `

Sometimes, people just think of themselves and not for others. They expect others to do the same as what they had done in the past. As the other party, even you know you will have difficulties if you do what they expect you to do so, you still have no choice but to force yourself to do it. Yes, maybe it's fairness to them, but i think they should think carefully before asking others to do the same as them. Have they ever thought of what problems the other party will face when he/she grants them this 'fairness'? I think they should put themselves in other people's shoes and stop complaining if others did not do as what they expect. That's how i think.. you dont have to agree. :)

So many bad things are happening around me now. I cant write them here, i cant say them out. They are starting to suffocate me. I am tired of handling them now. I am tired of speaking to them nicely and treat it as though nothing had happened. Some people may link this to 'friends', but it's beginning to be not only 'friends', but from other areas. I dont know where i can go to have a little peace. I just want a little peace... just a little, but why it seems to be a ridiculous wish that will never ever come true?

I am just feeling unstable. There's a huge imbalance within me now. It sucks.


leaving...
-3/17/2005 10:58:00 PM-