Wednesday, June 15, 2005
` schooling `

Right... i couldnt concentrate at all during lectures. I was purely stoning during the whole one and a half hour of DBMS lecture and not a single word went into my hollow head. When the lecturer was scolding the whole class, i was actually hoping that she will spend more time on scolding us than teaching. I took out my phone to browse around after stoning, and went back to what i was doing previously. Not long later, sms-ed someone and back to stoning again. Gave up in keeping awake and just let myself dozed off. Then i started to draw on the book till the lecture ended. See... I wasnt concentrating at all. That's even worse than me attending secondary school's Physics lesson. Is there anything that can help in improving concentration levels? I definitely need that.

One thing glad was that i know what to do for the practicals. I can solve the errors by my own. So it's just the theory part. How am i going to pass the theory paper if there is one? How am i going to survive in the rest of that module's lectures? My lifespan is getting shorter and shorter. Well.. the shorter it is, the better right? =X

I had been quite satisfied with myself during all the practicals past two weeks but not today. I couldnt catch up at all for MORG and i was totally lost throughout. The computer kept hanging on me and that usually spoils my mood. I even felt like smashing the computer when it hanged on me the third time. The more it hanged, the more i was lost. Doesnt it knows? That's idiotic. Hmm.. i think it really doesnt know.. that's lame.

I kind of cant stand one of my friend. He just managed to irritate me everyday, with his showing off and super duper COLD jokes. Somemore, my frens and i had to be in the same project group as him for almost all modules. It's so tough to get away from him. I couldnt believe that someone can actually kept repeating saying that his bag is Converse for over 10 times and expecting a reply from us. He just kept nagging and nagging away. Im easily irritated in that sense. At first, i tried to tolerate and close my ears but it's getting so hard now. Argh. Wish me luck man.


leaving...
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