` i got great parents `
Is it wrong to ask for a new computer when my own computer crashed? Is that request too much? I had warned them before school starts... i entered a computer course, there's a very high possibility that i will need a brand new computer that are able to handle the large size programs that i will be learning and using. Why am i being scolded for asking for a new computer now?
My mood hasnt been stable since Thursday. My GDIT assignment is due on Friday and my computer crashed on Thursday night. Tell me, who will be a good and cheery when this happened to you? My dad, kept saying that he got a good computer and wanted me to use his and dont buy, but, what's the use of that computer when it has a unstable Windows and cant even open the programs like Photoshop and Illustrator that i need to use desperately? Alright, yes, he did help by keep re-installing his windows and the softwares, but in the end it still doesnt work. I had no choice but to use my sis's computer at 4am to do my assignment. I did no last minute work, I swear. I started doing this assignment on Monday. But my lecturer need me to edit my work, what else can i do? That's the reason for me sleeping at 7am, without editing much things. Im worried that i will fail this assignment.
Yesterday night, i nicely talked to my dad that i will pay $1000 myself for the new computer. And he started to scold me that im picky and he already has a good computer for me and i dont wanna use. He said he had made the Windows stable in his computer and there is no need to buy. I already hate that i need to pay myself for a new computer, that i seriously think is supposedly be bought by them, still, i was being scolded. Is it fair for me?
Now, my dad's computer's Windows died. This is his so-called good computer. I cant even do my MORG assignment now. Im pissed. So my mother just scolded me not long ago that i had been showing them a black face these few days. My dad complained to her that i showed him a black face last night too. EXCUSE ME, dad, i talked nicely to you last night and it was you who showed me a black face first and even scolded me. I haven complained about you and here you complained about me. SHIT u.
I had no choice but to use my sis's laptop now. I have always feel stressed using my sis's laptop, and this time i have to even install a program into it. I just say i feel stressed using, and i got a scolding from my mum again. How can her be so unreasonable?
They dont understand my situation at all. All my assignments are exams. They will decide what grade i get for my overall. Im stressed. And i have to get even stresser by the computers and scoldings. F***.
Now, my mum is telling me how good of them to decide to buy me a new comp by instalment. Buy me one after scolding me? Im a maid or a 3 year old kid? It's like buying me sweets after slapping me right on the face. This, tell me that there's no need to rely on them. I might as well continue working. I know them too well now.
Im disappointed with them. Way too disappointed.
leaving...
-7/16/2005 07:03:00 PM-
