Thursday, July 28, 2005
` laziness is in me `

Sometimes i hate myself, for being so bloody lazy. I always dont carry out what i had planned. I always find excuses to console myself. What's wrong with me? I dunno too. =S

Just like now. MST is just a few days away, and i had not started on any revisions. Im not confident in passing well at all, yet i dont put in any efforts to improve. My room is in a mess, yet i dont tidy up when i got the free time. I only know how to slack and waste time. >.< Ouch.

Im just a spendthrift now. I had spent way too much money. I dunno on what however. I didnt buy alot of stuffs, but my money just disappeared. I seriously need to note on how i spend. I need to remember that i no longer have extra cash for me to splurge. Sometimes i still wonder if it's a mistake for me to quit. I wanna quit as i cant handle schoolwork or is that im lazy? Am i finding excuses to quit? Am i that unhappy at work after changing boss? Will i regret the decision i had made? Haha.. im thinking too much.

Actually, i had typed lotsa stuffs into this post. But I decided not to publish it. Hahas... shall not pour complaints into this blog today. =)


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