` communication breakdown? `
I realise I can't complain or talk about anything to my mum. For example, she will shut me up when I just said "work is sian".
How is it possible for me to try communicate with her if she continues to be like this?
So she can complain anything and everything to me but I have no right to complain anything to her.
I can't even talk to her well now. Once I start saying my things, she will link to her work and start talking about her stuffs and never even bothers to listen what I want to say.
I'm afraid my relationship with her will be worsened. I know communication will make things better, but she doesnt even listen to me, how is it possible to communicate? This sucks..
I know and understand she cares, but, I still think there is a serious need for her to listen too, and not us listening to her only. She is making me scared and dont feel like talking to her, as I usually end up feeling angry or sad.
Whatever, maybe I am the one in wrong. I'm not supposed to be whiny and complain anyway.
Alright.. something happy. Work is pretty alright, one of my new colleague is not too bad. Just that it was a little boring as there are not alot of customers. I cant stand the new uncle. He's... argh!!! How I wish I dont have to see him. -pukez-
Alright.. looking forward to tomorrow.
leaving...
-10/11/2005 10:00:00 PM-