Saturday, July 31, 2004
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Had two amaths tests early in the morning today and i only had confidence in one of them. Hahaz~ anyway, hanged around the neighbourhood with Claire after lesson for around an hour and a half before meeting Huilin to celebrate her birthday at 12 noon. I got kinda tired and bored but luckily, after some crappings with Huilin i kinda woke up. =D We went to eat Pizza Hut instead and got really full as we ordered too much food! Hahahz~ i kinda threw away half bowl of spaghetti and a slice of pizza 'bread'. Heehee~ we even threw away the breadstix! They taste sooo nice! However, we are too full to think that it is nice that time. Heez~ kind of regret now! Opps~

After that, we went shopping for Claire's brother birthday present, sort of in a hurry for Claire needa rushed to her grandma's house. So sad! Nvm... Huilin and I continued shopping around and it was fun. ^^ I didnt spend alot money on barangs barangs, but really alot on food. I must be turning fat.... heehee~

Just finished watching the movie A Walk To Rememeber and i really missed this movie! I love the story after reading the storybook last year and i could still remember i got really excited and amazed when i got to know that there's actually a movie on it. =D There's quite alot of quotes in that movie that i like... there they are:

--> Love is like the wind... you can't see it, but you can feel it.
--> Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful.
--> Without suffering, there would be no compassion.
--> Find out who you are, and do it on purpose.
--> A friend is a soul dwelling in two bodies.
--> To love is to live.

Aint them sweet? I really love those lines... =D


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Friday, July 30, 2004
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Helped Miss Lui with the Humanities Week's thingy and it was so fun! Hahaz~ we made 'ice-sticks', those that we usually bought for 10 cents each when we were young, but the difference is that the one we made have preserved fruits in it! =D At first, Claire, Jeannie and I helped to put the preserved fruits into the long plastic bags, and I can feel a sense of achievements after seeing so many trays of plastic bags with the preserved fruits inside! Hahaz! Like had done alot of things like that. Then after that, we were left with nothing to do so Claire and I helped to pour the syrup into the bags. Felt so scary at first for i was really afraid that i would pour the syrup everywhere on the floor and table, but luckily i didnt. I got quite easy after that as i kinda got used to it. Well, i would say it is a new experience for me! I'm always thinking of helping teachers doing this whenever i saw the lower secondary doing so, and im glad i got the chance this time. ;)  In addition, this also reminded me of my primary school life! =D

Felt real tired when i reached home as my feet hurts due to long hours of standing. But they are alright now after some resting. Heez~ no regrets in helping out! Hahaz~ some people must be thinking that i am insane... opps! ^^


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Thursday, July 29, 2004
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Had Australlian Mathematics Competition today and it is much fun than i expected. I really enjoyed solving some of the questions as they required some thinking, and somehow, they are more interesting, especially the truth and lies one. Hahahaz~ however, i actually cant solve some of the questions that had been taught in school before. Opppiees.... =P

Well, i was kinda worried now that i was suffering from a stomach flu as my stomach hasnt been very good since last week and my ears are having some problems.. like you can hear yourself talking loudly but actually you are not. My sister had this before she being diagonised as stomach flu, and im afraid i got it too. I feel like chopping off my ears now... it really felt so bad and terrible. Arghz...

Yipee! Im looking forward to eating Billy Bombers this saturday to celebrate Huilin's  birthday! ^^ Like one year one day go out with Claire and Huilin together like that. Heehee~ but im turning fat!!! Opps..


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Tuesday, July 27, 2004
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Happy Birthday to Mengzhe!!! ^^

Was feeling really stressed up during the Physics test as i was really afraid that i will fail it. Mr Kuang said that if we failed the test, we will be forced to stay back one day every week up to 3 hours and do the ten-year-series. Oh god.. please let me pass the test!!! =S After checking through my answers with my friends, we kinda got the same answers for Section B but not the MCQ. Haiz~ i know that i should not be thinking so much about it since it is over but i really cant help it. I had been failing my Physics tests since last year! Sobz... please let me pass this time!
 
Anyway i failed my first amaths test of the term by one and a half mark but i passed the second one. So many red marks for this month's progress mark. The prelims are approaching and how is it possible for me to take the exams with my current results? 'Belief'?? Haiz~ i cant help but not believe in it. Everytime when i think i will pass the test, i will not. So... it's best that i do not have 'belief' in me. =(
 
I should be back to my studies. There will be a social studies retest tomorrow and i hope that i will not write out of focus again. Pray for me!


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Monday, July 26, 2004
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Something interesting happened in school today and i really enjoyed it. We skipped our PCCG and Chemistry period and proceeded to the hall for some talks. At first i tot that it was going to be some boring and tiring talk, but it was totally different. It first greeted us with pop and rock songs, like "We will rock you", and also "Chuan Shuo"!!! However, they cut the song. Oh well.. hahaz~

The guy who talked to us is called Mr Ramesh, and i think he is a friendly guy. He talked to us in some comedy tone and he is definitely a good speaker. After his talk i realise that my right brain is more active as i had all the 'symptoms'. It goes something like this for having the right brain more active:

1. Not able to wake up in the morning on time.
2. Will not fold up your blanket.
3. Bathe and wonder if you had brushed your teeth or put soap on your body.
4. Not able to concentrate in doing your work.
5. Will look out of the windows at the flats during lesson and wonder what are the people doing at home.
6. Will not be able to study at home.
7. Will have this type of thinking : " I'll study after watching the television.. etc."
8. While doing homework, your MSN or ICQ will sound and you will sit at the computer and start chatting for 3 hours.
9. Need to listen to music.
10. Will not pack your bag, and sometimes the bag will be like a shopping bag, with nothing in it.

Ermz... i think i can only manage to remember these. It really fits me!! Hahaz~ i had almost all, or should i say all, with my head nodding. Kekeke~ well, quite amazed that this has to do with the brain. Hahaz~ so im definitely not the left brain active person. Hmm... i can only remember that for left brain active people, they are hardworking and neat. Maybe only neat for me, whereby i need all my books to be wrapped up with plastic covers or i will feel that the book looked so shabbily, and i cant stand handing my work up with my handwriting looks totally sucks. While i think that's all. Hahahaz! How terrible eh? ^^

Oh yar, Mr Ramesh also taught us one way to remember things for right brain active. Needa visualise... hmm.. i must try that as i admit that that is a good way and i can remember things better. Maybe i shall try that when i revise for my Physics test later on. Keke~ see, i needa study and yet im at the computer right now. Opps... i cant control it! =X

My gosh, im so addicted to Fear Factor now! =X Wonder how come, but after yesterday's couple episode i feel like watching it again. Hahhaaz~ im getting gross! Lalaz~


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Saturday, July 24, 2004
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I've just finished watching the movie Dare Devil and overall conclusion is that this is a sad movie. =P I pitied the dare devil for the two persons he loved most got killed. I can imagine how depressed and helpless he felt when they left in his arms. Well, i never thought that this is such a sad movie for i once thought that it was just another Batman show, but it's not. I regret not finding someone to watch this movie with me in the cinema that time although i had wanted to watch it due to Ben Affleck. Never mind, at least i get to watch it now. =D

Anyway, had Amaths test early in the morning and i think this is quite a simple test. Just hope i can score well for i had not before besides the first Differentiation test. Well, people do need some encouragements in their work to get some energy to work even better right? ;) So, im one of them too. Heez~ during the lesson, i cant really concentrate and my brain went all blank. I just knew that i was copying down and questions and answers without thinking at all. Wonder how come. Hahaz~ maybe used too much concentration on the test liaoz, then all my concentration were used up. Is there such thing? Hahaz~ rubbish me. -_-;;;

Played the computer for an hour after i reached home and went to take a nap. Hmm.. the nap lasted my whole afternoon. Hahahahaz~ well, i just could not wake up! If it's not for the dessert my sis bought home, i doubt i will wake up. Hahaz~ alright, im a pig! ^oo^



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Friday, July 23, 2004
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Went to Westmall with Jeannie, James and Joyce today, and we went to eat Burger King. Yum yum o~ but im really interested in their cappuchino, but it seems to be only available in the morning. So sad! Hahaz~ hmm... felt kinda awkward at first for afterall im not close to James and we seldom talk although we had been in the same class for one and a half year. However luckily i got Joyce, or else my butt will be so bright! =P Too bad Claire didnt tag along... haiz~

Anyway, after that we went to walk around and spend most of our time in Popular. I was still thinking whether i should go to the National Day fireworks concert or not. I feel like to~ got all Jungiery Stars lehz!!! My gosh~ i will surely scream and happy like siao de. But... dun think my mum will allow ba. How sad...  =( Nvm... hmm.. after that we went home since Joyce was really tired and wanted to go home and rest. She seemed as though she will faint suddenly like that. Hahahhaz~ sleep early Joyce...

Just noticed that my special day is coming soon! Only 2 weeks lehz! My gosh! I thought it would be 3-4 weeks later but it's not!! *heart thumping* Im not prepared yet! Hahhaaz! Opps.. anyway, dun ask me what special day it is oki? Heez~

Been days since i last updated. Nothing much happened these few days, so it is very obvious how boring my life is now. =S Bleh~ see... i really nothing to say le. Keke~ so.. tata~


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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
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We had photo-taking today in school, and it was quite different from the past years. =) Despite the usual standing on the bench, we sat on the hall's stage steps. I think we all looked funny! Hahaz~ but the fun photo was fun for i feel all were united! =D Heez~
 
Had almost half a day with free periods today, and i slept one period away in class. =X Was really tired and i cant concentrate in my work at all, but i felt much better after waking up. Heez~ well, i was sort of suffering from a flu... eeks, i hate it.
 
Oh yar, had Chemistry test today, and i seriously think that i need to work on my calculations. Out of 3 calculation questions, i am not able to solve 2 questions. x_x Oppss... just hope that this will not make me fail the whole test!! Doesnt had much confidence actually, heez~ well, when did i have confidence in my tests?? =X
 
Alright, gotta return to my work. Gosh~ Subeta is working so slow!! Waste my time, heehee~
 
 


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Monday, July 19, 2004
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Had a depression detector 'quiz' today during the PCCG period and i find it quite interesting. After the quiz, guess that i am really suffering from a depression, but not that serious i guess. Heehee~ look at the questions!!
 
1. Do you feel worthless or helpless when you encounter obstacles and problems?
2. Have you lost interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that you used to enjoy?
3. Are you always feeling sad, anxious or feel empty?
4. Do you always feel tired, with less energy?
5. Have you experienced a loss of appetite or weight?
6. Have you experienced any weight gain through overeating?
7. Do you have difficulty remembering things or concentrating?
8. Are you restless or irritable?
9. Are you blaming yourself for your failures?
10. Do you have persistent headaches, digestive problems and chronic pain?
11. Do you feel like you have low self-worth?
12. Do you feel overwhelmed?
 
Out of the twelve questions, i have 9 questions with answers 'yes'! OMG... hahahhaaz~  dun worry, i wun jump down the building. Keke~


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Sunday, July 18, 2004
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Feeling so dizzy for the whole day. Guess that it is because of the long bus ride. I even feel like vomitting after eating, but i got better later on. Thank god... hahaz~ it felt really bad.
 
Anyway, bought lotsa bread from Breadtalk today before going to my grandma's house. My grandma sort of kept nagging when she knew that we bought bread. Is there any wrong? Hahaz~ strange eh? Keke~
 
Got home so late, still had not finished my homework. Haiz~ can i don't do them? Heez~ missed the charity show and dou zheng ju ke bu, gotta catch the repeat!!! Hmm... my brain utterly blank now... so.. i guess that's all ba. =D


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Friday, July 16, 2004
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Hmm... felt terribly tired now... i needa a bed!! ^oo^
 
Anyway, in school, the most memorable part was when Mr Kuang told us his story. Well, i felt kinda sad that time and really shocked to hear about the suicide of his cousin. At first i was wondering why was he telling us all these when there's wasnt really a need to, but of course, he has a moral behind the story. Hahaz~ he told us not to have hatred within us. Life is not eternal so why hate someone when u can actually love him/her? And, do treasure every minute of your life as you do not know when it will end. Who knows? Maybe you may just die after stepping the first step out of your house. It's unpredicted, and it's fated. We cant do anything i guess. Well... somehow, quite true eh?
 
Received a really good news from Pamela the first thing i got home and that really cheers me up for the whole afternoon!! =D It's really unbelievable and i truly truly wanna thank her and her mum. =) Heez~
 
Anyway, after hanging around the house for an hour or two, my mum, sis and I went to Lavender MRT station to meet my dad to re-new our passports. After that, we went to Bugis Junction to have Teppanyaki! It tastes so great! =D It's been a long time since i last eaten teppanyaki and it definitely tastes as nice as it was in my memory. Heehee~
 
After dinner, we went to Seiyu to shop around and bought an OP shirt. Saw a couple of nice clothes but i didnt really have the mood to try, or to purchase something, except... for a 'wooly' jacket!! It looks so nice! My sis intended to buy it for me but all the white ones look so dirty even though they were not in display. =( So in the end... i didnt buy it. Quite a pity though, but... oh well. =)
 
After walking around, we bought lotsa food before going home. We had Thai popiah, Thai 'shark fin' soup, tapioca cakes, cheese sticks and a mini mange strudel! Dun they sound great??!! So first thing when my sis and i reached home, we started gobbling food. Heehee~ how pig! But they really, really taste great!!! =D
 
Oh yar, before i forget, i was about to say about this issue for a long time, but i kept forgetting. It was said by my English teacher few days ago during a discussion of an exposition essay question, and she was saying that the children now no longer have a good childhood. In the past, 4-year-old kids are enjoying themselves at playgrounds, toys, and eating with food all over their mouths. They led a cheerful and carefree life. However, for now, 4-year-old kids are attending piano class, violin class, brain-working lesson, IQ class etc. Their priorities are already set by their parents at such a young age - top in class, and be the second Mozart. These kids do not know much about a happy childhood, a memorable childhood, and, all in their mind was remembering music notes and passing their exams in flying colours. How unbelievable. You know, they are just little kids. They should be the most innocent and carefree humans in the world, but it doesnt seem to be so now. In the end, they may even be stresser than us in the future. I do wonder, is there a need to be so competitive in the society? Kids are really suffering now. I cant help but pity them, just like i pity myself and my fellow schoolmates. =(


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Wednesday, July 14, 2004
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Whee~ felt so relaxed today, as though i had not attended any lessons, but actually i did la. Felt so weird, heh heh~

Anyway, today we are supposed to be tutored by Mr Kuang today after school but he had something personally happened so he could not make it. So we had three clever guys from my class to coach us. Being coached by Calvin is definitely a stress thing, coz he is soooo clever and good in Physics! But of course la, if he aint good, how can he coach us? Anyway, he made me memorise formulas from the chapter of Practical Electricity and test me now and then after i had nothing to ask him anymore. Well, it is good thing actually for i always had difficulty in remembering formulas from Physics. I do wonder how come too! Heez~ anyway, i think he can teach better than Mr Kuang, at least i can understand his explanations better than Mr Kuang's. =D

Oh yar, thanks so much guys. ;)

Hmm... time passed really quickly during the coaching time. Went home after buying some food home and really scared when i reached home. Dun ask me why, but somehow im afraid someone in the house is still in bad mood or wat, so i was tip-toeing now and then just now. Hahaz~ but its peace now.. hope nothing will happen. Heez~


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Monday, July 12, 2004
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Lalaz~ just converted Yin Wei Ai. I only convert half of the song coz there's too much talking at the back and i cant even hear 5566 sing. Nvm, im satisfied with this.

Anyway, thanks Pamela!! Hahahz~ you know for what. ;)


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Sunday, July 11, 2004
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OH MY GOSH!!! RENFU LOOKS SO SHUAI IN THE CHARITY SHOW!!!! He took off his hair extension!!!! -faintz- i need some fresh air now... gosh....

5566 sang three songs in the charity show, Easy Come Easy Go, Shou Hou and.. their new song, Yin Wei Ai!!!!! It is soo nice!!!! However... -arghz- that Cao Qi Tai interrupted their singing!! The song is so nice and they even sang with some English lyrics at the back but we cant hear what is the lyrics due to Cao Qi Tai's loud talking. Only heard from Pamela that they sang 'there's so much love in Singapore'. So swwweet!! But i doubt many people can hear it. Humpf!!! I still think it is rude.. =(

I must be over-reacting. =S


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Saturday, July 10, 2004
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Whee! Today is the flag day, and i truly enjoyed it! Hahaz~ many people must be feeling that im mad, but i really think that it is kinda fun. =D

At first, we gathered at Boon Lay MRT station and get our donation bags. Claire, Jeannie and I intended to go to Outram Park for there's many people there, so we left Boon Lay MRT station very early and without asking for permission. However, sadly, we have to go to Lakeside MRT station as we have to take our attendance, but.... i think we are being cheated!!! I dun see the person-in-charge taking attendance! Humpf... whatever...

Anyway, we reached Lakeside MRT station before everyone, so we start collecting donations there first. Well, i have never expect the people there to donate actually, but quite a number of people are willing to stop and put some coins into our donation bags. I felt kinda weird when the first person rejected me, but i got used to it later on. Soon, everyone had reached the MRT station and we were allowed to 'roam' around Jurong. =D We went to the wet market near my school and the 'aunties' and 'uncles' there are much, much more generous!!! =D Some of them even donated notes, how unbelievable! =)

The time passed really quickly during the collection of donations. It rained halfway and less people are willing to donate after that. However, i still think there's a need to give them a applause! Keke~ im mad. ><;;;

So tired after that. Just notice that we did not sit at all for the whole 4 hours. No wonder my legs hurt so much. Heez~ i had a good rest after that when reached home, so im not that tired now. =)

Yeah!! 5566 is in Singapore le! Cant wait to see them on the charity show tomolo. Too bad i dun have the tickets for the NKF charity show, for i will definitely go. =( Well.. nvm, im always not lucky in such things. ^^


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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
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Bleh~ felt so tired now.. dunno for what reason also... hahaz~ dun feel like doing anything now except sleeping. =X Anyway, im now kinda looking forward to tomorrow's Physics lesson! As i am no longer a pure science student, so the new chapter on Physics (Electronics) is not in my syllabus. Therefore, i dont have to attend the class and thus are allowed to leave the class and do my own self-study at the tables near the spiral staircase. =D Say im lazy or whatsoever, but im really glad that i dun have to learn this chapter, which sounded so 'chim' to me when i heard the introduction of it. =S

Oh yar, Renfu did hair extension again... this time was not as nice as that time during 5566's 2004 concert. Wonder how come he did the hair extension again.. for the NKF charity show?? So early do the extension?? Hahahaz~ i afterall still preferred his normal hairstyle.. =D Nvm~ still looks so shuai. Keke~

Alright, enough of my craps. I better go back to my Chemistry Practical calculations. =) Tata ya!


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Monday, July 05, 2004
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Intended to blog yesterday but there's something weird with my computer that made me so sick after that. Hahaz~ so.. i went to IMM yesterday afternoon with Claire. My gosh, i had promised myself not to go there on Sundays. Hahaz! There so many uncles and aunties there!! A sea of people... and i actually had a headache after walking around Giant, and Claire and I felt dizzy walking around. =S How scary, keke~

So.. as for today, nothing much happened. Had been staying at home the whole day and i had not done a single revision at all even though i had told myself to do so. HahaZ~ so sad, and so angry with myself. =(

Anyway, i love yesterday's Dou Zheng Ju Le Bu. I think it is much nicer than last week one, which i had no idea what was happening during that whole one and a half hour. Hahaz~

Sobz.. school tomolo again. I want more Youths' Day!! Keke~ how impossible can it get?? ='(


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Saturday, July 03, 2004
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Yeah!! That's all for my chinese!! Heehee~ had the last Chinese 'O' level paper today, which is Listening Comprehension. Hmm... quite alright actually, only has one question different from Claire. So... should be alright ba? =D Felt that it is much easier than mid-year de.. maybe coz there's some problem with my ears during the mid-year exams which made me feel that the paper was tough. Hahaz~ anyway, I felt that it is so cool to listen the passages through radio broadcast.. through Symphony 92.4fm. Hahaz~ i enjoyed the exam actually. =X

Hmm... after the paper, Jeannie, Claire and I decided to go and eat the Nasi Lemak near our school, but Claire ate Lor mee instead. So yummy!! Hahaz~ had been quite a long tme since i last ate it, so.. although the queue was quite long, i still think it is worth it. =D

Felt so lazy now.. juz finished watching the recorded wan yu's'. Had been too busy these few days that made me missed wan yu so many days. =( Anyway, now so tired, wanna sleep! Hahaz~ how pig. ^oo^


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Thursday, July 01, 2004
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*Phew* it's finally over!! Hahaz~ had my Chinese 'O'levels oral examination today, and i was so so nervous! As i was the last candidate, i waited for around two hours for my turn. While waiting, Claire and I had only 100ml of water for both of us. We only took sips of water before it reached our turn. Hahaz~ i felt as though I was in a desert! So thirsty but dun really dare to drink, =P.
Anyway, the examiners looked so fierce, but luckily they are quite friendly actually. Well, at least they didnt give me a black face~ xD I think i was shivering while waiting for Claire's turn to be over. Erm... no matter what, im still glad that it is over, and no more chinese oral!!! Yipee!! xD

Arghz!! Now i dunno what is the problem with my parents! I just went to my bed and sleep a while for i was really tired, and they like nothing to do like that kept waking me up all those. As if i will not wake up like that. x_x I hate people waking me up for no reason! xO Arghz!!

Hmm.. this week really passes quickly. Ish this good or bad?? Hmmm....


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