` Memories of 2004 `
Whee~ today is the last day of year 2004! Well, i dunno if i am supposed to be happy or sad though. 2004 isnt a good year at all, with all those disasters and accidents. Many people died this year, from the Nicoll Highway accident to the tsunami disaster we had five days ago. Hopefully next year will be a better year, and everyone will be able to lead a peaceful and happy life. ^_^
I had a good sleep last night. =D I was really tired and had slept throughout for nine hours. The rainy day kept my bed cool the whole night. =) Guess it will be the same tonight! Whee~ anyway, it had been raining the whole day, and it just rained heavily and stopped all of a sudden. When i was out buying lunch this afternoon, it was sunny and there's no sight of any drop of rain. However, just a few steps later, it was drizzling, and not long later, it rained as though the whole reservoir would be filled up! =X Hahaz~ luckily i've got my umbrella. Keke~
Im back playing my Final Fantasy X-2 again. Had stopped playing it for a year, due to the 'O' levels. Playing the game today made me confirm one thing about myself -- no sense of direction. =P I can even get lost when i was playing the game! I was like walking, walking, and walking, and i lost my way. So lousy of me. Hahaz~ but luckily i still found my way out or i can really look for the exit for hours. Keke~
I hope i wont regret not going to the countdown at Boon Lay. Im just tired and wanna stay at home, resting. Im sick of crowds. Well, just notice that Renfu has more influence on me than Sly. Heez~ at least when i know that Renfu is in Singapore, I must go and see him. But... although I know that Sly is in Boon Lay, i wont have the feeling that i MUST go and see him. Hahaz~
It's important for someone to grow up to be independent and strong eh? I always felt that i am quite independent, as i had stayed at home alone since Primary 2, and quite a couple of kids are still in childcare centres or have maids or guardians at home looking after them at that age. However, i just notice i am not as independent as i thought i am.
Aquarius characteristic doesnt really suit me. It's time to grow up! xD
'Memories are just memories, nothing else.'
Final Fantasy X-2
Wakka
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-12/31/2004 10:58:00 PM-
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A girl is now having her breakfast, in front of the computer. She has to wait for another 15 mins before she can leave the house to the place she work. She felt as though she just went there an hour ago, and just came home not long ago. However, she has to go there again. She doesnt know if she's feeling happy with her life, and doesnt know if life is now better than two months ago. She felt sick. She wants to find someone to talk to now, but everyone is now sound asleep. =( She's feeling bad now... for nothing? Maybe two months ago, life was better as she can have friends with her everyday, and everyone was fighting together. Sad..
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-12/29/2004 06:56:00 AM-
` happier `
Life was much happier at the childcare centre today. =) The older kids were much easier to handle as the two mischevious boys were not around. Keke~
I got to take care of the younger kids too. Taking care of the younger kids are more fun as they are much more innocent. They are so cute! Although they cry often, and i had to help them change their pampers too, they are still cuter and funner. =D Time passed really quickly in the afternoon. Well, when you enjoy something, time tends to pass faster right? Heez~ so everything isnt that bad afterall. =)
I was so pissed with a 7-eleven sales assistant today. I was buying 3 cups of Mr. Softee, taking away. Which by right, with a cover. Yet, the person gave me the ice-creams without covers, and she just put in the cups into the plastic bag. Duh.... ><><;;;
Im kind of down with the natural disaster that took place. Despite the fact that i think one of the waves looked beautiful, i hope this disaster did not happen at all. So many innocent people were killed... so many people lost their kins. So many babies and children died. So many houses destroyed. I hate natural disaster. =(
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-12/27/2004 10:56:00 PM-
` Merry Xmas `
Merry Christmas to all! (:
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-12/25/2004 10:54:00 AM-
` Outing with Primary School Frens `
Met up with my close primary school friends, Kaisiang, Weisheng, Yangfeng, Jane and Claire today. We went to Claire's workplace, The Cafe Cartel to have our lunch. We queued for quite long for our seat, and Jane and I were so so hungry as we didnt have anything since morning. Finally we got our seats and had our food, and we were so shocked to see that the servings were so huge! I got full just by looking at it. =P
After lunch, we intend to watch the Kung Fu Hustle at PS, but the tickets were selling fast and there's aint anymore good seats. So we went to Suntec to catch the movie. =D The movie is so funny! Everyone in the cinema was laughing like hell. Hahaz~ somehow i think some parts of the movie resemble the Matrix, especially the fighting part and 'the one'. Heehee~ time passed really quickly and the movie ended fast. As it was already around 7+ pm, Jane and Yangfeng had to go home first while the rest of us continue roaming around. We actually intended to walk to Orchard, but we got lost and finally decided to take a bus there. We were not even sure whether the bus we took would bring us to Orchard! Luckily it did and we walked around the Heeren and take a rest at Mos Burger in Taka. We ate salads, had a drink and we took photos and videos. It was fun! We chit-chatted for quite a long time before going home. It's late! =S
I dunno why but i feel like vomitting the time i got home. Felt much better after vomitting and i had a fever now. Hmm... stomach flu? Or food poisoning? Haiz.. felt so bad now. =(
Anywayz, Huilin im glad you are back in Singapore! =D
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-12/23/2004 11:59:00 PM-
` First day at Little Wonders Childcare Centre `
Today is my first day at the Little Wonders childcare centre. It is a total different environment as what i thought it would be. The place is actually in somewhat a bungalow, and has three levels. I think i had latch the gate for the staircase for over 50 times. =S The kids' behaviour are totally different from the kids i had taken care of at the Lakeside before and after school care centre. The kids here are more barbaric, violent and spoilt(all from rich families). I totally had no idea how to take care and handle them. Although there are only 5 kids, they are enough to keep me busy. x_x
The kids kept quarelling for no reason. You can see them suddenly shouting at each other and hid in a corner sobbing. There's these two girls, whereby they can be really close and called each other 'sisters', and quarelled the next second. One of the girls even asked me to apologise to her in the newspapers for treating the other girl better, and for asking her to sleep when it was nap time, knowing that she couldn't as she had to go for art lessons. Diaox.... she's the one who told me it was okay not to go art lessons lo.. then she mentioned so many times that she didnt want to go. Dun wan to go then sleep la. >< Maybe i shouldnt ask her sleep, but i dun think she has any respect for me by asking me, who is supposed to be the 'teacher-in-charge-, to apologise to her in the newspapers. Rich kids huh?
We were playing the card game 'heart attack' later on, and i dunno what happened, a boy just threw a card at a girl's head. Dunno how come, that card left a blue-black on the girl's head, and the girl kept on crying. No matter how i consoled her and 'sayanged' her, she just wont stop crying. So i had no choice but to report. The poor boy was of course being punished later on, by writing dunno how many times of 'im sorry' blar blar blar. Haiz...
I still couldnt believe that i helped a kid bathed too. =S Hahaz~ i went in and went out, with a blur mind. Ahhhh~~
Anyway, this is definitely not my kind of job. Say im pampered, say i couldnt take any hardships, whatever, but this is really not my kind of job. The dream part time job of mine is as retail assistant, not somehow i felt, a nanny. Maybe it is because i am not used yet, maybe i will get used to it and love this job, but for now, i really dislike the job. =( I will go a few more times, and will decide whether to continue or not. *waves byebye to early childhood course* hahaz~
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-12/22/2004 11:16:00 PM-
` Crap `
Well, had been at home these few days watching vcds. Going to work at a childcare centre tomorrow and i would not be able to watch the tv programmes i usually watched le, unless i record it down. =( Hopefully i can finish watching the vcds today,but it is definitely impossible. Hahaz~
Anywayz.. didnt have a good night sleep at all. I was disturbed nearly every two and a half hours. First by my mother, and second by a person asking me to go for an interview. Argh.. so now im awake, waiting for my sis to be awake to watch vcd together. =S Im so bored! x_x
An old news... Shanwei's leaving Wan Yu le. Im so afraid that Renfu will leave too. If Renfu leaves, it would be no fun watching Wan Yu anymore. =( I have been watching it these two years and a half because of him.. and i may have to watch the show hosted by another person. Sobx!
Lala~ there's a new drama with Renfu and Xiezhi in it! I dun like 'Sweetie'~~ but they are in the show. So.. whatever. Hahaz~ Ge Dou Tian Wang... Mr. Fighting~ so cute! Im looking forward to the show! LalaZ~
Argh.. notice that im sort of talking rubbish. Better end here before anyone fall asleep while reading my entry. Oh yar.. sorry Claire. Sudden notice of the job, so i will not be able to go out with you tomorrow le. =( So sad!
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-12/21/2004 11:03:00 PM-
` Changing blog song `
Hmm.. maybe it's time for me to change my blog song? Heez~ I dream sounds so nice!! Aww... Sly rocks!!! -____-
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-12/18/2004 12:01:00 AM-
` Outing with mum and sis, and no signboad seafood restaurant dinner `
Went out with mum and sis the whole day. Woot.. so tired now! x_x Bought quite alot of clothes, and it had been quite a long time since i bought new clothes. Finally... hahaz~
Had seafood for dinner.. and i was too tired to enjoy the food. I only truly enjoyed the fruits and soursop ice jelly! The food actually tasted great.. and the chilli crab was like... wowww... -drools- but the fruits still tasted better. Refreshing and yummy!! Whee~~ -lame-
Kind of sad that my sis and I dont get to see Sun Yan Zi today. We actually intended to go over Heeren to watch her at her autograph session, but heaven forbided us to do us. It rained heavily and we had no choice but to go over to the MRT station straight. =( Nvm... just hope that there will be another chance. Heez~
Im kind of rotting at home... but im glad there's a TV for me. Hahaz~ im addicted to the TV again. -Sulks- it's time for me to flip over the newspapers for jobs eh? Yeah i should... haiz~ if i entered JC first 3 months.. i may not have to face this 'job' problem. =( Arghz.. JOBS!
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-12/17/2004 10:39:00 PM-
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Stayed awake the whole of last night, and left home at 5.30am to the airport. I didnt want to go bed as the possibility of me unable to wake up at 5am is 99%. =P I missed the first bus and the second bus took ages to come. Luckily i was only late for 5mins. Hahaz~ so by 7.10am, JSI was at the Changi Airport, waiting to send 5566 off! ><;;;
We waited at Terminal 1 at first, but we couldnt see 5566 at all. We started to suspect which flight they are taking, since there are two flights to Taipei around that time. We went to Terminal 2 after a while since many other fans were going over there, but.. we still didnt see 56. Where the heck are they?!
Not a long while later, all of us got hungry and so we went to Mac to have our breakfast. Hui left first as she had badminton training. x_x Met up with Slash after that and went to Sammy's house. Sammy's dog so cute!! However, Im kind of afraid of it. Hahaz~ although it seems harmless, i kept having the feeling that it will bite when you didnt take note. Keke~ watched SGI finals and went back to airport again.. hoping that 56 will take the flight to Taipei at 1.10pm. Sadly... we still didnt see them!!!!!! Arghz...
Instead of seeing 5566, we saw Pan Wei Bo instead. Wait.. i should say, we saw Pan Wei Bo's face for 2 seconds instead. Not close up, through the glass wall only. We were actually chasing after him, but i dunno what happened, we ended up at a different place as he was. We took a rest over there and.. i forgot who, suddenly suspect whether the person in black jacket and wearing a white cap is Wei Bo. I guessed we did scream when we confirmed it was Wei Bo, coz two other fans came running to where we were, but by the time they reached, Wei Bo was out of our sight. Heehee~ i felt that we were wasting our time!! Keke~
I didnt followed JSI to town after that, as i was really tired. I need to sleep!!! Hahahaz~ sorry guys! =P
Just finished watching Wan Yu, and Renfu is already back in Taiwan. Hmm... maybe he took the midnight flight yesterday? Is there a possibility? Hmm.... should have tell us mah!! Made us go to the airport early in the morning. Keke~ =) I think no one knows about it... ><
Darn... i suddenly hate talking to my mum. Her tone is always so harsh for no reason. So irritating. -_-
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-12/13/2004 11:30:00 PM-
` JP, again `
Woke up at 10.30am today.. and i was supposed to meet Huilin at 11am. Ran around the whole house like a crazy woman. Hahaz~ Luckily i was not late. I was kind of tired at first but got awake a short while later. We went to have our breakfast cum lunch the first thing we reached JP, and as usual, we had Long John. Walked around after that, and i kept thinking whether Huilin should get 5566 C'est si bon limited edition for me as my christmas present. I kept wondering if it is worth it. Hahaz~ after much hesitation, i decided that i want it. Hahahaz~ ><;;; i didnt regret of course!! Watched the music video VCD when i got home and lots of memories flashed back. Aww... their first MV was actually 2 yrs ago!! Time flies....
Went to PMK as Huilin wanted the sweater as her christmas prezzie. We saw a nice slingbag there too and Huilin decided to get it for Chris. It's really a nice bag! Chris we hope you like it! =D As we were just $3.20 away from the requirement to get the membership card, i bought a coin pouch to fill in the requirement. Hahaz~ i kind of like the pouch. After being there for more than 20mins, thinking whether to buy this and buy that, we finally paid and got the membership card. Keke~
Sat down in the library for more than an hour.. not reading, but chatting. Huilin was clever enough to choose to sit at the children section, where the kids are definitely louder than the both of us. Keke~ we got bored and went to walk around again (aww.. JP is sure a boring place to me now), and then we decided to head home. Before heading home, we went to Chris's house to pass her the PMK bag. Heez~
Just 30 more mins to Jungiery Mega Stars concert. I hope i wun regret not going. Haix~ anyway.. i had decided not to queue for the autograph session tomolo.. since no one is there to queue with me. =( Hahaz~ Bishan is really too far away from my home. So.. i will just go there and see 5566, just like the autograph session at IMM. Yah... and hopefully, my grandma and uncle would not nag at me about chasing 56 when i reached their house. >< They always do so. =S
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-12/11/2004 07:30:00 PM-
` 5566 here in Singapore again~ `
Yeah!! 5566 here in Singapore again! Hmm.. still wondering whether to go for their auto anot... more fans should go since that toopid ZCX said that 5566's popularity is going down. We should prove him wrong. Humpf~ but i still not sure whether to go anot. ><;;; Hahahaz~ anyone besides JSI going? =S J8 is so far from my place!!! They should make it at IMM again. Hahahahaz~ baddie me.
These two days i had been watching MVP Qing Ren all over again. I had miscounted the number of times i finished watching this drama. Keke~ And.. i had made a conclusion. I really dislike the Xiezhi in MVP. Keke~ I dunno why too, but Taizi just irritates me. Hahahaz~ Xiezhi himself is much better than Taizi. Nono.. Renfu is the best!! Whee~~~ alright.. im getting lame.
Argh.. should i go to the auto??? Should i???? =(
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-12/10/2004 09:05:00 PM-
` Sylvester Sim `
"Sylvester Sim, who will be packaged for the Mandarin pop market, has been confirmed as a guest singer at Taiwan pop princess Jolin Tsai's concert." Wow.. this is actually a shock to me. I didnt expect him appearing at Jolin's concert at all. Those who are Jolin's fans, and are Sly's fans too, are lucky! Hahaz~ at least they can see both their idols performing within one night. Too bad i do not have the money to go to her concert. But.. even if i have, i would choose to go the J-stars concert! Hahaz~ -lame-
He told MediaCorp's Channel News Asia: ''I am saddened by what has happened. But I need to focus on things coming up ahead. I will cover up my pain and concentrate on doing what I have to do for my career, and for my fans who have been supporting me all this way.'' Sly must be feeling bad over his mum being jailed for 5 weeks. I can imagine how it feels like to have your own mother being jailed. However, im glad that Sly is safe as afterall at one point, it seemed like Sly was going to be dragged into the scandal, as some of the dud cheques received by his mother's business partners had been issued in his name. Gosh... =(
Anyway, I just read something. I had enough of those bossy Sly fans. They are making things worse, and they are being childish tagging and posting in forums talking and exaggerating things. They acted as though it is holiday and they have nothing else better to do. They are going to regret what they did if that matter appeared in the newspapers. Arghz... enough of this.
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-12/08/2004 03:44:00 PM-
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It's the last day of my flyer distribution job. I enjoyed myself more today as there was more people for me to distribute the flyers to, unlike the previous time where I was there to feed the mosquitoes only. Hahaz~ anyway, Huilin and I were late today and we felt so guilty! Luckily the lady incharged of us werent angry. Heez~ she so good~ she's like.. so motherly. HahaZ~ she would say things like "take a sit if you are tired..", and she even offered us a ride in her car to Jurong East. =D It isnt stressed to work under her at all.. hahaz~ or should i say... this job is really relaxing? =P
My boss, Stephanie is so kind! She actually given us extra allowances for our pay. Lalaz~ and she considered we did an one and a half hour job although we only worked for an hour. Gosh~ Im lucky to met a good boss for my first job. Heez~
After work, we went to have Swensens for our lunch! I dunno if it was because the both of us were really hungry, i felt the chicken bake rice tasted actually nicer that i could remember. =P Had a cup of ice-cream too, and spent a bomb. Woot! Im kinda regret! Hahhaaz~ fattening + expensive. Nvm.. shall control what i eat these few weeks... im getting fat. =S
Sobz.. my kneecap aint well again. Maybe i should really go to the doctor. =(
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-12/07/2004 12:01:00 AM-
` Wedding Dinner @ CC `
Argh... im so tired now. Hahaz~ just back from a wedding dinner which is held in a COMMUNITY CENTRE. Keke~ i still couldn't believe holding a wedding dinner there. I was telling my dad and sis that if my future husband does that to me, i will kill him. Hahaz~
It was weird at first for i dunno any relatives that went for the wedding dinner at all. None of them. I dun even know who was the groom and bride at first. I doubt they know me too. Hehee~ it was really noisy with the karaoke thingy on the stage and people were singing awfully. There's even a 'uncle' with golden hair singing
My heart will go on and nearly drove me mad. =S In addition, I really could not stand the emcee!! He's like making no sense at all when he talks, and i had to listen to him from the time i reached there till the time i left the place. He was so annoying that i started to find him amusing in a bad way. Omg... stop hiring such emcee. Hahaz~
Anyway, was reading through one of Sly's band mates blog.. and Sly fans are really hurting the relationship between the both of them. There's seemed to be some misunderstandings too. I dont know... but hopefully, if Sly manage to read this, though it is impossible, i would like to say... please keep in contact with your band mates eh? =)
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-12/06/2004 12:26:00 AM-
` Sly's videos `
I couldnt imagine how i could stay at home for weeks without feeling a bit of bored in the past. I really love staying at home, watching TV and playing the computer and not going out at all. However, i dont seem to be able to do it now. IM SO BORED! Hahaz~ no more VCDs for me to watch, and I've got no money to buy any too. Hahaz~
So what i did the whole day was cutting out Sly's performances from the whole episode of Singapore Idol finals and put it into my handphone. I didn't know it can be so tiring. I had to test all the different qualities of the videos i cut out. If the quality is too high, the file will be too big. The quality of the video will be too lousy if the value is too small. Argh.. when finally i got the best one, i messed up all the videos, and had to redo them all over again. Hahahaz~
-Sulks- I dont want to go to the wedding dinner tomorrow!! Why must i be forced to go there?! Arghz...
Anyway, im so obsessed with Sly suddenly. Hhahaaz~ i loved his version of 'I Dream'. Lalallaaz~ im so glad he got a contract! That means i can buy his album. Wheee~
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-12/04/2004 10:31:00 PM-
` I Dream `
I Dream
In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit’s there, where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There’s a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are
It doesn’t matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that’s in me
When I dream, I dream
If there’s a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There’s no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There’s a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world’s have come apart
It doesn’t matter rich or poor
Or the things you’ve done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that’s in me
When I dream, I dream
I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that’s in me
When I dream, I dream
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-12/03/2004 06:47:00 PM-
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I cant help but keep crying just now when watching the recorded Singapore Idol, Final Showdown. Im not sad or watsoever, im touched. Especially the part where Taufik became the Singapore Idol, and Sylvester singing with him 'I dream'. -cries- Im so glad seeing all the finalists back too... i just dunno why. I even kind of glad seeing Jerry! -shocked- hahaz~ it just feels good seeing them together like a few months ago where they started the Spectacular. =D Although Sly loses, I think he will still make it big in the music industry!! News just reported that he got a contract too~ and he looked so shocked and happy! Whee~~ im so proud of him!! Hahaz~ =X
I wasnt so emotional last night when watching the final showdown at prom. Maybe i wasnt as concentrating as i was just now. I was just feeling down when Sly lost, but i dun feel like crying. This is the different case when i was at home! Hahaz~ overall, Singapore Idol last night was wonderful. The performaces were great! Im sad i was not there! =P
Prom was terrible last night anyway. Dun see the need to say anything about it at all. Hahaz~ it was.. really terrible? I was like there to watch Singapore Idol and taking photos only. Keke~ nvm.. it was an experience too. =D And oh yar.. i won a box of Merci chocolates during the Lucky Draw. Hahaz~ and Ying Xian won the first prize, a 21-inch flat screen TV. Wow.. lucky!
Anyway, forgive me for saying this. I dun like Taufik. Hahaz~
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-12/02/2004 07:03:00 PM-
