Thursday, March 31, 2005
` 格鬥天王 again `

Finished watching 格鬥天王 VCD le.. i didnt expect the VCD episodes are different from Taiwan version's. Their episode 10 is Taiwan's episode 8. And is not full of episode 8 o, is only half of it. Hahaz~ >.< Slowwyy~~

Woot.. Happy Birthday Xiao Dao... xD

Hmm.. come to think back, i think i treasure my primary school more than i treasure my secondary school. In the past, i would take the effort to visit my primary school teachers and friends no matter what. Look at me now. I didnt even go back to HYSS to visit the teachers and the only day i went back was to collect my results whereby i didnt even get to talk to any teachers except Mr Lee. I felt kinda sorry and guilty. Although i do miss some of the teachers there, but i just dont feel like going back as i feel weird and strange being in there now. Pupils there will tend to give you the idea that you walked into the wrong place. Something wrong with me? Maybe it's because i feel more close to BLPS than HYSS. Maybe i feel happier in my primary school days. Hahaz.. dunno leh... -.-

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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
` Touched;book `

-sniff sniff- Im so touched. Huilin actually bought 格鬥天王 VCD for me as my very belated birthday present. It seemed to be a long time since someone bought me something that i want. I didnt expect her to do that! x) Thanks alot girl. ^^ Thankies!!

5566 merchandises are all out at the same time. Im too broke now to buy everything. Hmm.. im wondering if im being stupid or what to spend so much money on them. But just felt happy when im able to see or hear them. Am i cursed or something? Gosh... save me please!! Or dont. Hahahaz~~

Gonna do some reading these few days if possible. It had been a long long time since i last read a book. I dont have the habit of reading since young so it can be considered a miracle to see me with a book on my hand, especially english books. Heez.. just hope i can persevere and finish the book. =X Hahaz~

Im beginning to look forward to 11 days later. I miss them! ... or rather i miss him. Heehee~

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
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I was so so tired today. I had been busy these few days with work and finally i had some days to rest. Im going to treasure them man. Hahaz~

Anyway... at the rate time is going, it seems that poly life is going to start very soon. Im beginning to freak out. Im starting to think about alot of things, like whether im able to adapt to the different schooling system, whether im able to make new friends.. blar blar blar. Im not those outgoing and sociable type, and i may tend to be very quiet and uneasy when im surrounded by strangers, so i had no idea if i will be able to open up my heart to everybody. Yeah. I just hope im able to handle it well. =S

I haven been talking about the show i had been watching since Jan 16. Hahaz.. 5566 fans might already know that im going to talk about 格鬥天王. Although i had watched 11 episodes already, i still couldnt specifically tell others what this show is about. Well.. 格鬥 = something like boxing but not boxing? Something like wrestling but not wrestling? Hahahaz~~ see what i mean? But it's really nice to watch and didnt let me feel that it is a violent game at all. Whereas, it let me feel that it needs alot of skills to be able to win a round of 格鬥. Also, there seemed to be alot secrets in the show. It's beginning to be revealed one by one now. And one of the secrets is really a harsh truth. I couldnt imagine how 英崎 and 宇桥 gonna react when they know the secret. Poof... im talking too much. It's beginning to be a spoiler. Opps im sorry. =X

Anyway, everyone should watch this show. It's definitely unlike 西街少年. Although i like 5566, i didnt feel at all that 西街少年 is a nice drama. Heehee~ 格鬥天王 rawks! xP 仁甫's acting had improved tremendously as well. Heez~ he sacrificed alot for this show yeah? He lost 7kg in 3 months. Torture. Ouch.

Gonna run got the 9pm show. Tata!!!

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Sunday, March 27, 2005
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Im freaking tired now. >< Worked for 8 1/2 hours today and stood throughout. My legs didnt feel tired at all until i sat down. Now i definitely wont want to leave my chair!! -Sayang my legs, sayang sayang-

I had met some funny people during work. I couldnt believe that some people will insist on changing a new piece of slice cake when they saw just a SMALL portion of their cake being slightly pressed on the cover of the plastic box. And their reason for changing a new one is --- the cake doesnt look nice. ><;;; Ahem.. it's not as though the taste will be different right? They will all look the same after they undergo digestion what.. so what's the difference? I dont understand the way they think. They really think in a weird weird way. =X Hahaz~

After observing myself for some days (>.<;;;), I think im not careful enough with the cakes. Haix... they are so fragile! x.x I need to learn the skills to handle cakes. Well.. it isnt as easy as you think it is. Gambatte neh...

I had met many different people since my first day of work till now. Some are really nice, and some are really mean and unreasonable. I had met more of the second category. Argh.. how suay. Sometimes i felt like boxing them right on the nose. Kekeke~ that's the problem being in the service line. Had to swallow all the anger and dissatisfaction down into the stomach. Can only scold them in our mind. Hahaz~ but i learn to ignore le. xD

Oo.. i need to rest. -knock knock- my brain is hollow.

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Saturday, March 26, 2005
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*Yawnz* im bored~~ there's nothing for me to blog on. -__-

gosh.. there's really nothing. >.<

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
` Results of application `

The results of your application are as follows:
Posted Institution : SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC
Course Name : MULTIMEDIA TECHNOLOGY

Heeheee~~ im happy! xD

Now.. back to sleep!! -Yawnz-


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Monday, March 21, 2005
` Out with girls/disappointed with 56 `

Out with the girls today. Nothing much, and I can see that the four of us were restless and bored the whole day. Poor Joyce still had to go work. x.x Went to Orchard and finally collected my Jan Jstars mag and bought Wei Ying Qi's HP accessory. Lazed around at Long John Silver and went home after that. Boring~~

Finally bought Mars DVD. This had been under my wishlist for months. It's finally selling in Singapore so my sis and I shared money to buy it. -stares at pocket.. i saw a hole >.<-

I totally agree to what Pamela said in her blog. Im disappointed with them too. I dunno if it is us being selfish or them being selfish. They are like going to let go of their so-called 'second home' and start another new home at another country -- because they can earn more there? I dunno.. i only know that Singapore is small and that country is huge. So that may be the reason too. They are coming here only once this year... ONCE... and they used to come here four to five times per year. ='( Haix... i should think this way.. -- it's not within their control. =)

Ahh.. nothing is fair anyway.

Posting out tomorrow. Sick man. Claire and I were saying we better pray that we dun see each other tomorrow as if we meet, it will be either one of us going to a certain Poly to make an appeal. Haix... wish me luck, though alot of you had already did. Thanks. ^^

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Saturday, March 19, 2005
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Woah.. worked for 8 hours today. Happy happy! Hahaz... time passed really quickly and i didnt feel tired at all while working. Of course, i was sleepy when i reached home and went to take a nap. It had been a long time since i last woke up at 7am. Heez.. im always a piggy. =X

Registration results will be out on Tuesday and im kinda worried about it. Im afraid of seeing myself entering the course that im not desired. Im feeling jittery over it. Heehee~

Gosh... the TV actually showed the commercial on Jstars Concert VCD/DVD. I want them! How cruel of them to do this to me. I had already persuaded myself not to buy it a few days ago and the commercial appeared right in front of my eyes. Arghz.... =S

Finally my Jstars mag is here. It delayed for like.. more than a week? Hahaz~ maybe not as long as some of them, but that delay had made me no longer had the time and energy to go town. Do they provide delivery? Hahhaaz.. crap.

Alright alright.. obviously i had nothing to blog. x.x



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Thursday, March 17, 2005
` Down, sad... depression `

Sometimes, people just think of themselves and not for others. They expect others to do the same as what they had done in the past. As the other party, even you know you will have difficulties if you do what they expect you to do so, you still have no choice but to force yourself to do it. Yes, maybe it's fairness to them, but i think they should think carefully before asking others to do the same as them. Have they ever thought of what problems the other party will face when he/she grants them this 'fairness'? I think they should put themselves in other people's shoes and stop complaining if others did not do as what they expect. That's how i think.. you dont have to agree. :)

So many bad things are happening around me now. I cant write them here, i cant say them out. They are starting to suffocate me. I am tired of handling them now. I am tired of speaking to them nicely and treat it as though nothing had happened. Some people may link this to 'friends', but it's beginning to be not only 'friends', but from other areas. I dont know where i can go to have a little peace. I just want a little peace... just a little, but why it seems to be a ridiculous wish that will never ever come true?

I am just feeling unstable. There's a huge imbalance within me now. It sucks.


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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
` 401 Class Outing - Movie Gathering `

Went out to watch a movie with a few old classmates. Watched 'Hitch' and it's kinda amusing and nice. Had a good laugh and felt really relaxed. =) Claire and I met them later so we were kinda rush for lunch. So paiseh to let them wait for us as they had finished their food earlier. =P We were abit late for the movie but luckily we didnt miss out much. We had nothing better to do after the movie so the guys decided to play archade. I wanted to play Daytona 2 but that archade doesnt have it. Sad. They only had Daytona 1 and have to purchase their archade card. I find it kind of troublesome so i decided not to play. Stood there and watched James and Yeeloong play. They are good at it! Hahaz~ maybe i should go play some games later. Still haben completed my FFX-2. What's wrong with me man. That's the longest RPG i had ever played. Im at Chapter 5, the last chapter, yet i did not quickly finish the game. ><;;;

After that, all of us had nothing else to do at Causeway Point so they decided to go to Westcoast Park even though they didnt know what to do there too. Claire and I left first as Claire needs to go work and i couldnt join them for dinner. Felt so sorry. However, seemed that all of them got home quite early. Hahaz~ accompanied Claire at Prima for near two hours and went home to have dinner. Great recommandation : Prima Deli's D24 Durian Puffs. Hahhaaz~ it tasted wonderful. Im craving for it now! -drools-

Im really glad i didnt spend much today. Now i know how hard it is to earn money. Money is definitely much much more easy to spend than earn. For example, i had to work full 5 hours in order to earn back the money spent on one album. Just one album o. Gosh. And i had to work one and a half hour in order to earn a cup of coffee bean. Imagine how many hours i had to work to earn back the cash i spent on 5566's concert ticket last year. It's about 37 hours! -faint- However, i still love to splurge a little at times. Heez.. i should learn to spend wisely. =P Heehee~


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Sunday, March 13, 2005
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There's a limit to my patience. Just in case you dunno.


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Saturday, March 12, 2005
` Crappy post `

Out with Claire again, intending to collect my Jstars mag, which the FH auntie told me that it will arrive on Thursday, which is two days ago. However, when i reached there, she told me that had delayed and i can only collect on next Tuesday!! Argh... -bites- that means i have to make another trip to town again!! AHHH!! -faint-

Did nothing much actually... we just walked around to spend time away. Bought Ge Dou pictorial book and Feb issue PLAY mag at Kino which had cost me a bomb! Wanted to buy March issue but Claire stopped me. Humpf!! =P For my own good actually... money money money.. hard to earn.

Claire went to her grandma's house after that while i went to JP to find Huilin. I spent some time looking for Sports Link and when i finally found it, i couldnt find her person. ><;;;; I tried calling her and msging her but i still couldnt reach her. Had no choice but to leave as i had to get home. Bumped into Wei Sheng too. I seemed to be always bumping into him and he seemed to be always scaring me when he saw me. Haix...

I'm falling in love with diamonds. "钻石像星星一样永恒不变" (adapted from a mediacorp drama), that's the reason why i love diamonds. They are like stars, sparkling, pretty and everlasting. It will be like wearing a star on your finger when you wear a diamond ring. That feeling must be amazing. It's not possible to own a star, and you can only stare at them at night, so isnt it great to own something like a star? Hahaz~ me, a typical woman. I was thinking, if only they are not of such high value. Maybe i shall do with crystals instead. But they aint everlasting!! ><;;; Im starting to talk rubbish.

Boring boring boring. BOing BoinG boIng! -___-


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-3/12/2005 11:31:00 PM-


Thursday, March 10, 2005
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Happy Birthday Jeannie!

Was running a flu since last night during work which resulted in me making lots of mistakes, and it got even worse today. So.. i slept through the whole day! Sorry Claire... couldnt meet you in the morning.. i simply couldnt pull myself out of the bed. Hahaz~ =X

Finished watching 5566 concert and conclusion, i still prefer their first concert. Heehee~ xD I couldnt wait to see them again! Lalalaz~


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-3/10/2005 06:59:00 PM-


Tuesday, March 08, 2005
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Out with Claire today to try to buy all the 5566 stuffs in my wishlist. I couldnt believe that 5566 Concert Singapore version DVD was SOLD OUT in CD-RAMA at Orchard MRT. Gosh... so i had no choice but to buy the Singapore version VCD immediately just in case it went sold out again. Haha~ after that, went to FH and all the magazines i wanted were sold out too. Bleh!! Had to order them.. haix.. still hafta find time to go town again. >< Had Subway and some fruits after that. Yummy! Slowly walked to House of Stars after that and bought 5566 Taiwan version Concert DVD as i wanted the behind-the-scene DVD. There's a part on Renfu's birthday!! How can i miss it?? Heehee~ the price is nearly doubled. Gosh... so ex! x.x

Went back to Far East Plaza to find presents for Jean and had to go back to work. My first time working night shift so there's many things i still not sure about. Kinda careless. Heez~ =P


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Sunday, March 06, 2005
` Genting holiday `

Whoohoo!! Im back from Genting. Whee~~ i definitely had a great great time. xD Hmm.. lemme talk about everything. Kekeke~ feeling so 'high' now.

*Coach - I think it's really comfortable. Im able to sleep nicely and had a sweet dream on it. Hahaz~ However, it wasnt that comfortable on the return trip as the air-con was way too cold!! I was trembling! =Z There's TV showing some shows too. On our way to Genting, it showed Stephen Chow's 'Gong Fu', and on our way back to Singapore, it showed a HongKong movie, and half of 'I Do I Do'. I want to finish watching 'I Do I Do'! Hope i got the chance. Heehee~ so overall, the coach is nice!

*Cable Car - Hmm.. i didnt really enjoy it. At first, i thought sitting in a cable car at 4am was so cool! I was very wrong though. Everything was pitch dark inside and the swaying made me felt dizzy. The outside was too misty to even see anything. It was stuffy too. The window cannot be opened as the wind was too strong. Oh yar, we were shivering when we first got down the coach to the cable car as we didnt at all expect the strong blowing wind. I thought a tornado was coming. Wahaha~ not a really good experience.

*Hotel Room - Malaysia's 5 stars hotel is definitely different from Singapore's. Still not bad la. Bed quite big, but sharing with sis. I love the blanket! So thick and cosy. I wanna bring it back home! Hahahaz~ The scenary not that good as it was always so misty that everything was blur. The shower is great!!! I love bathing there. Heehee~

*Indoor Theme Park - Hmm.. boring! Hahahhaaz~~~ we went to tried one game. I forgot what's the name. It's about showing us a video and our seat will start moving with the video. It's so damn boring. Keke~ the seat is not violent enough and my sis was like kept saying ''more violent please'' beside me. Hahaz~ i totally agree with her! xP

*Outdoor Theme Park
~ Haunted House Train (or whatsoever) - Gosh.. the worst amusement ride i ever rode. Hahahhaz~ Not even a bit scary. The ghosts/monsters just lighted up when the train past it. ><;;;

~ Space Shot - OMG. This one is scary. We were being rapidly vertically lifted up into the air. My butt left the seat on the way down which was so frightening! My heart seemed to be in my mouth everytime on the way up and down. =S It was also freezingly cold on top. Just one time experience is enough for me. Keke~ im glad i tried this!

~ Cyclone - A so-called mini roller coaster. Cockscrew not operating that time as the weather was way too misty. Despite being mini, it's still scary! Hahaz~ It indeed brought me much trills. Heehee~

~ Cockscrew - Finally it's operating! This roller coaster has double loop!! =S I was really hesitating whether to tried this or not that time. Hahaz~ I was not bold enough to tried such thrilling amusement ride. However i played it in the end. Heehee~ It was great!! This roller coaster really dive and plunge. I screamed like siao man. Hahahaz~

~ Flying Coaster - The scariest ride of all. It is a hang-gliding roller coaster. I closed my eyes throughout. I opened my eyes once as i thought the ride was over but it immediately turned in spirals which made my hands turned numb immediately. =X Hahaz~ so i didnt even dare to open my eyes when it's officially over as i was really afraid that it would suddenly 'zoom!' and fly! Hahahhaz~ Now i understand why some artises didnt dare to play this in SNTGD. When i got down, i felt blur instead of dizzy. ><;;; Hahhaz~ FUN! But thanks, i will not like to play it again. Keke...

Whenever we were in the lobby, we couldnt resist the temptation to go outside into the open air whereby it's really moist and windy. A strong wind was blowing and everywhere was foggy. I couldnt even see a car which was less than two metres away from me. My hair was wet even when i was just outside for 5 short minutes. It was cold but it felt great to be there. It was impossible to experience that kind of weather in Singapore. =(

Did a little shopping and there's nothing much there for me to shop at all. Only managed to bought a tee and a bag. Actually i should expect this as afterall the only popular thing in Genting is only the theme parks. Drank coffee bean too and i was so disappointed as it didnt have my favourite drink!! Humpf! We got tired from all those walking, playing and shopping so we returned to the hotel room to clean ourselves up and take a rest. Went to have dinner and the food tasted quite good.

I couldnt believe that we actually slept quite early. We slept at 11pm as we had nothing else to do at all. The amusement park had closed and there's nothing else for us to shop too. So sleeping was the best thing to do. Hahaz~

Oh yar, Im glad im not living in Msia. I guessed i'll probably suffer from lung cancer if im living there. =X People can even smoke in air-conditioned room. Gosh!!! It's so smelly. Stinko!! =S

It's an enjoyable trip! Even though it's short, i think it's just nice. It can get boring if we stay long in Genting. I want another overseas trip again!! Heehee~ i had mixed feelings when i reached Singapore. Hmm... happy as im back to a place im familiar with and sad as im back to reality. That sux. Bleh!!





Dont look at me. Look what's behind me! It's so misty and foggy!!


Me while waiting for my turn at the Cockscrew.


Happy smiling! xD (Hotel Lobby)


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Friday, March 04, 2005
` Tata `

Phew I finally settled my course registration. =D Now.. off to genting! Tata guys. Cya back on Sunday. xD Dun miss me too much!!


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Thursday, March 03, 2005
` JAE `

Argh.. the idiot JAE just wont work!!!!!!!!!!! Had been trying it since last night. PLEASE JUST WORK!


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-3/03/2005 11:04:00 AM-