Tuesday, August 31, 2004
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It's the Teachers' Day celebration cum Aces Day in school, so we set off to walk one big round outside the school first thing in the morning. I find the walk too short and it seems to be over too fast. Hahahaz~ maybe it's because that Joyce and I are too engrossed in talking, hence we dont seem to be tired after the walk. =) Stayed in the class for a while after searching for some teachers to give the teachers' day presents that Claire and Jeannie had, before going to the concert. Well, the concert was abit boring as usual this year, but there this 'guess the teachers' voices' which amused me. Hahhahaz~ and.... there's a guy who sang Ou De Yang's "Xiu Xiu" really well!!!! My hair kept standing up when he sang. Goshh....

Meet up with my primary school friends after that and luckily it's not as awkward as i thought i would be, and it is really fun. ^^ As usual, alot of 'suaning' and disturbing each other, plus joking. Reach the new building of Boon Lay Primary and that school is like a prison!! I want the old one back!! =X There's so many gates around, as though locking the students up. Well well, we saw Mdm Chua not long later and im so shocked to know that she already had a second child who is one and a half year old. Im glad she still remembers us, and she noticed that you aint there Claire! =D Saw many other primary school friends too, but i didnt really talk to them. They changed alot~~~ did i change too? I dunno, hahaz~

We chatted for quite a while in the canteen and i cant stand the guys. They kept eating and kept on saying the 'eat' word, which made me so full even though i had not touch any food yet!!! =S So i didnt eat much, although all the stalls are still the same. Yeah!!!

The guys actually wanna to go out together but Jane got really tired, so i didnt go along with them. Went home and sleep!! Heehee~ but we planned to study together one day... hope that will be successful though. I got tons of questions to shoot at them, lalalaz~


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-8/31/2004 08:03:00 PM-


Saturday, August 28, 2004
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Happy Birthday to Renfu!!!!

Today is a real special day!! ^^ First is Renfu's birthday, second is 5566's taiwan concert!!! =D Actually i have nothing in particular to blog about.. as i had not done anything special today. Hahaz~ oh yar! I watched the movie 'Hidalgo', and it is a great movie!! ^^ So cool and touching, nearly cried at certain parts of the movie. Heehee~ worth watching o!!

Haiz~ I guess im fated to get Mengzhe's things. Prove: For Xi Jie Shao Nian yu gou OST, i got Mengzhe's skateboard. For 2nd album yu gou, i got Mengzhe's jia you bang. And now... for 5566's comic volume 1, i got Mengzhe's 3D card. WHAT?! Sobz...... how come im not fated with Renfu instead?? Then i will be really happy. Hahaz~

Ugh... stupid nose is torturing me....


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Thursday, August 26, 2004
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Well, i wasnt feeling really happy these two days.... for i was really sad. Shall not say too much about it for it would spoil my mood to even come to think about it. I just simply dun understand....is it the insensitivity within her that made me felt unhappy again? Or is it selfishness?? Or me being too sensitive?? So sad... haiz~ i dun like the feeling of being unhappy with a friend. At first i felt that a true friend is supposed to be encouraging you to believe in yourself when you gave up hope... will not be selfish, and will not be afraid that your other friends will be snatched away by you, but it may not seem so. =;( Nvm... maybe we are really too young... to even talk about a true friendship. However, i thought 16 isnt really that young? -.-

Anyway, have been praying that 5566's taiwan concert will not be affected by the 'tai feng'. Please just let it be successful especially because it is on Renfu's birthday. Well, it will feel good to have a concert on your birthday right? Guess that will be the most memorable birthday. =D Ugh... crap..


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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
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Got back three tests today, and im glad i passed all although i dun score well in them. Anyway, i felt really angry with myself for being so careless in my Maths mock exam... i really eeks man. I cant believe that only for 4 pages, i had 9 marks lost on careless mistakes. I do wonder how come i dun manage to see these careless mistakes when i was checking through my work. Arghz... this better dun happen during the O levels, or i will really die terribly.

Im extremely glad that i passed my Physics test!!! =D This is like... only the fourth time these two years?? How can i be so lousy in Physics?? Haiz~ i think sometimes my answers can be so lame that can even wake Newton up from his coffin. Kekekke~ imagine him came knocking at my house's doors just to explain the rules and discoveries he made, hahahhaaz!! Alright, i shall stop my imagination, heehee~

Nothing to blog le.. just that i wanna go town to buy 5566's comic book. Haiz~ pray hard to get Renfu's 3D card!! -pray-


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Sunday, August 22, 2004
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Oh my goodness! I cant believe it! Im kinda mentally unstable right at the moment, as i actually saw the 'Yong Jun' from A Child's Hope 2, at Toa Payoh!! =S Hahahaz~ i know it nothing big deal, but i just really shocked. Heehee~ Although he is not a big star or neither he is 5566, im still quite excited over it. Hahahaz~ im not a fan of him of course. =P Ermz.. i think im even older than him, or same age? Hahahaz~ Felt that it is really unbelievable and there's so many 'wow' in my head just now. The world is so small! By the way, he's really really tall. Really oh~ i feel it is even taller than he seemed on TV, but my sis said it is about the same. Heehee~ so fun!! -____-''''' paiseh lo... keke~

Hmm... when i was having lunch, i started to wonder if i am a good friend. Dun ask me why i suddenly ask myself this question, but i really wonder. I was thinking if i had care about my friends enough, and did i hurt their feelings sometimes without myself noticing. Well if i did, i apologise here! ;) Guess i had think too much le ba... =S


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Thursday, August 19, 2004
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Arghz!!! Im so pissed with the computer!!! First it cant go into the internet and only works after i had restart the computer for 10 times and shut down for twice. -________________-''''''' what's the problem with it??!! Now it cant even read a CD..... =S


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Monday, August 16, 2004
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Bleh~ so tired now. Had tons of mathematics worksheets undone, and i am too lazy to do it as well. Hahaz~ anyway, we were given some papers on time management during the PCCG period and we were supposed to plan our revisions until O levels, and this made me really sick for no reasons. Hahaz~ i kinda hate doing these plannings as it always tell me how precious time are, and how little time i am left with, so i kept saying there's so much time for revisions when there's only around 5 weeks more to the Prelims. Ugh... so sick.

Anyway, my English teacher just told us that because we are bilingual, as in we learn two languages, so it is natural that we are stronger in one language than the other. She said that if we are strong in MT, then we shld have score it in the O levels, and if we had flunged it and scored badly, and yet this is your strongest language, then it will be the worst for English, as it is your weak language. Hmm... dunno why but this make me kind of panic for my English as it is very obvious that it is weak, and i really preferred chinese language to english language. It's difficult for me to fall in love with English actually, so working hard on it and speaking it very often are sort of, an impossible thing for me. Maybe working hard on it, yes, such as doing more compositions and reading more storybooks, but speaking is much difficult, on the fact that i usually speak chinese language with my family and friends since young. =S Also, i heard that once you have more than 5 grammar mistakes in your compositions during O levels, you will get a D7 straight away. WHAT?!? What kind of logic is that. I hate that ya? EEEKkksss... somemore im really weak in my grammar, just hope that i'm not that careless during the exams that made me have all kinds of silly mistakes. -pray hard-

Yippee~ i finally had converted Òò为爱 and got the full song, but i dun understand how come it is so soft. Hmm.. that's the best i can do. Heehee~ alright, i should be back to my homework. ;)


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Friday, August 13, 2004
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Heez~ suddenly decide to put some of the pictures i took during the M1 party on Monday. More pictures at my sis's blog!!

It seems like Xiezhi is looking into the camera!


Kinda clear picture of Xiezhi and Mengzhe


Mengzhe : Dun push the microphone to me!!

Renfu looked so shuai!!! -faint-


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Thursday, August 12, 2004
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Got back my O levels Chinese results today... was so scared during recess and while waiting for Chinese lesson. I could even feel my heart beating real fast, as though it would pop out of my skin as it had been beating too hard. I felt as though im lack of oxygen too! When the teacher was reading out my classmates' results, and as it was getting more and more near to my name, my heart beats even faster. Eeks, i hate this feeling. Finally, my result was being read out, and i got... an A2!!!!! -faint- My goodness!!! I cant believe it! I really had no confidence in this examination and i really tot that i will fail or get a B or C, but never an A. Though it's not an A1, but im really happy enough. I admit im not hardworking enough to really study all the difficult words, and if i did, i would most probably score an A1, but, im really satisfied! ^^ And one unbelievable thing, i actually score a distinction for my oral. I tot i talked terribly?? ><;;;

However, this definitely would not be the case for my English oral which had took place yesterday... i so sway, got ear block, dun even know if the examiner can hear me read anot, i hope so, as they seemed to be listening if i had pronounced any words wrongly. For the picture description, i simply screwed up abit as im really not used to the new syllabus. I dunno, but i think i had not expressed myself well enough by giving enough points. =S Conversation part... asked alot of different questions, which there are not much things to elaborate on, unlike the Prelims one whereby one question and you can go on and on. Also, i stammered and tongue-tied at a few parts. Haiz~ i dunno... at least a passed please?? Hahhaaz~ should not worry too much since it's already over, right? ^^ How optimistic... haiz~

My gosh... my dad just finished helping me collecting the full set of 5566 M1 top up cards!!!! I cannot believe it!!!!!! -mentally unstable- so many good things happen at once today... hope it will continue.. heeehee~


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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
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Ahhh~ i want to cry le la.... just finished watching Yin Wei Ai MV.... it's so.... =;(


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Monday, August 09, 2004
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Yeah!! I've enjoyed myself today, i really do!!! =D

Went to queue for 5566's M1 Party at 11.30am plus, and there were tons of people there. Luckily my ticket was the VIP one, which means i do not have to squeeze with the crowd nor i need to go and queue overnight or very early to get into the front queue. =D Just a while later at 12pm, we were allowed to enter the pub called China Black and i felt much more comfortable over there since it was air-conditioned. Felt really tired and lazy while waiting, and i got a little panic when my sis was not here yet and was still enjoying her lunch when we were being let into the pub. I was so afraid that they won't let her in!! But what i was worried about were just extras. My sis came and as she's the last VIP that had not entered, the person led her, only her, through the pub into the VIP area after seeing that her ticket was the VIP one. So cool lorz~ VIP really very big like that. Hahhaaz~ and did i mention, we (Pamela, her sis, me and my sis), were so near the stage!!!! It was less than a metre away from us, can you imagine that?!??!! x_x

As usual, 5566 was late and i did expect that. So i didnt expect them to reach there punctually at 1pm. Before they came in, Zhou Chong Qing came in and played some games with us. Not really games, but just asking MCQ to give away 5566-signatured posters. There was once where he looked at me as though hesitating whether to ask me to answer the question, i just stood there quietly when the other fans were like screaming their lungs out, and in the end he never asked me as i made no actions to answer that question and i kinda shook my head. Hahaz~ i just think that we should give the chance to those who are not holding to the VIP tickets as after that we (VIP), can go for an autograph session with 5566 after that. However, so what, in the end another fan with the VIP tix answered the question, kekeke. What a waste. =P

Not long later, 5566 came!!!!! My god!!! To say the truth, the only person that attracted my attention is only Renfu. By the time he came in, i cant help but kept staring at him. He looked dxxx gorgeous today!!!! -faint- They sang Easy Come Easy Go, and they were really handsome. =D Xiezhi wore a sunglasses, which i really hope that he would take it down, but he didnt, and Shaowei tied half of his hair up and Mengzhe looked normal. =) This is my first time i see them so close up, really close up... and for once i felt that they were breathing the same air as us. Hahaz~ i siao liaoz.. but that's how i feel. And... Renfu waved at me!!!!!!!!!! I was waving at him and i never expect him to see it, but who knows, he indeed saw it and wave back!!!!! My mind went blank for a while after that, keke~ Then... they chit chatted with us a little and sang Shou Hou, continue chit chat and i was there busy taking photographs. I really hate my digital camera, i officially hate it. =S

They had this little lucky draw and for twice i tot i won, coz the I/C no. was so close to mine!!!! So angry!!!! Haiz~ as i had always said, i had zero luck in such things, and i can never ever win anything from something related to luck. =( Nvm... and Pamela's mum won the third price, which was picked by Renfu!!!! -faint again- My gosh, how lucky is it!!??

They sang Boyfriend, and the party ended. Although it said 1pm to 4pm, it should be 1.40pm to 2.15pm. Hahhaaz~ so short lorz... only around half an hour. But, one thing good, I can have one to one autograph session with 5566!!!! -faint once more- i wasnt really nervous or what, maybe i got used into seeing them and talking to them. However, before i realised, it was my turn! I wonder how come so quick as i was still there busy seeing what and who was around me. I heard 5566's voice, and i was trying to hear what they were saying, and it was my turn after that. Maybe im too engrossed into what i was doing, heeheez~ Then, i saw 5566, sitting on comfortable sofa. I couldnt find Renfu at first, and then i realised he was just beside me!!! He took off his jacket and wore only a singlet, and he got muscles!!!!! And he had really slimmed down. Gosh!!!! I kept looking at him after he signed a notebook we were given, and he looked back and i said "hello" as i really dunno what i should say, he looked a bit shocked at first but immediately he smiled really really big and replied "hello" too!!!!!! -faint faint faint- I dunno how to react, but i think he can see that i was really happy. Hhahaz~ i didnt talk to Xiezhi but I just smiled back coz i spent too much time staring at Renfu liaoz, and he oso smile a little only. Then Shaowei, only heard him shout very loudly just now saying "Wo3 hai2 mei2 you3 qian1!!" to Mengzhe. Keke~ think he haben signed the girl's who was in front of me just now ba. Keke~ i only heard him saying "xie xie" and i smiled at him too. Lastly, Mengzhe, i stood there for quite long and Shaowei was like looking at me thinking how come i was not leaving, and then he realised Mengzhe had not signed mine. He was busy taking his handphone out. Hahaz~ then i said "xie xie ni" and he quickly replied "xie xie!" and stared at him handphone. Humpf! No sincerity de!! Keke~ but at least he looked at me when he's replying, or else so bad of him. Keke~ but im really happy Renfu said hello back and smiled big big. Hahhaaz~ ignore me.. =P

So.. Renfu looked really really shuai and his face really smooth, and he is really slim. =S I missed him!!!

Anyway, the fireworks today for the NDP looked great too. Saw the real one at my grandma's house. Hahahaz~


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Sunday, August 08, 2004
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Haiz~ im still so sad that i cant go for the fireworks concert... =( Maybe i should just look forward to tomorrow..


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Friday, August 06, 2004
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Kinda fun today! ^^ Had the National Day Celebration cum. Speech Day today in school. Ermz.. not really a celebration actually, as there was no concert or performances at all. To spend time before going up to the hall in the morning, we used Joyce's digital camera and took a couple of photos! All look so nice! =D However, it was really bored during the prize-giving session and i nearly fall asleep! =X Hahaz~ but it got really fun later on. We were allowed to walk around the school and 'shop' at the entrepreneur bazaar, however we only got interested in the 'henna painting'. It was so interesting, but it is quite itchy when my hand was being drawn. It was my first time doing henna painting!!!

After that, we took photos again! It was really fun! We make many many different poses and some look really cute and funny. We even make a Charles Angels pose! Kekeke~ Joyce you hafta send me the photos!! =D So we spend most of our time taking photos actually, and time passes really quickly that time as before we realise, it was already 12pm and the bell for the gates to be opened rang. HOME! Hahahaz!

Got home and started to install some softwares into the computer again. Haiz~ it was really troublesome after you had formatted the computer. =P Even all my beautiful fonts disappeared! -Sulks- Now, was listening to FF9 songs, and i suddenly missed the game so much. Though quite a number of people find the characters too 'cartoon', i still quite like this game. The storyline is sad... even the song is sad!!! -Sobz!!- Alright... enough, heez~

Arghz... i had made some graphics and i totally had no idea what is the colour for the avatar i had made. The colour of my monitor is extreme out, blue to red, pink to orange. I dunno what is the colour of my msn fonts too! Hahahhaaz~ how horrible.

So sad...


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Thursday, August 05, 2004
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Happy Birthday to Huilin!!

Heez~ today ish Huilin's birthday, and the cake we bought for her was really huge! Hahaz~ we bought a custom cake for her, with Jay's picture on it. It looks quite nice~ and the quality of the cake is great. So.. afterall it is worth it. =D Im glad she's so happy when she got the card we gave her, hahaz~ but i had never expect her to have such a huge reaction - burst out in tears. Hahahhaz~ oh yar, Mr Soo was soooo kind and good!! When he got to know that it's Huilin's birthday, he called the boys playing near the canteen to sing a birthday song to her. Hahahhaaz~ so she suddenly got her first and only 'short boys choir'. Heheee~ so cute!!! Also, Miss Pang, Miss Lui, Miss Agnes and i forgot got who liaoz, sang a birthday song to her too when we gave them cakes. Miss Lui even uses her own finger as a candle for Huilin to blow again. Hahahaz~ of course wun blow lahz, so weird!! Heez~ but it was so kind of them. =D Happy birthday again!!

Yeah!! The five days break are approaching. =D Lalalalalaz~ I want rest!!!


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Wednesday, August 04, 2004
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Helped to sell ice-cream today at school and it was quite boring for me. Hahaz~ coz i didnt get to dig up the ice-cream and i just hanged around the stall. Heheee~ but i dunno why i had ice-cream all over my skirt! I felt so sick and think im smelly throughout the whole day. Hahahaz~

After school, Claire, Jeannie, Joyce and I went to 7-11 to eat cup noodles. Yum yum~~~ it was quite comfortable and fun. People tend to look at us eating as we were facing the glass doors. The passer-bys must be thinking how come there are people eating in 7-11. Hahaz~ i had also squeezed Mr. Softee myself! It was kinda fun... my first experience! Eh... seems like my whole day is related to ice-cream. Hehee~

Had been saving money and not spending much these few days, but i ate really alot today! Hmm... cup noodles, one can of apple tea, one Mr. Softee, peanut-corn pancake and ice-kachang!!! -drooling- Ermz.. is it abit too fatty?? Keke~ but it's really a great feeling to be able to eat these 'unhealthy food'. Opps~ alright, enough of rubbish..


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Monday, August 02, 2004
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Had the National Day celebration rehearsal early this morning in the hall as it was raining, and it was so hot and stuffy. It better dun rain on Friday, or I'll be suffering!! x_x

Anyway, helped to sell the ice sticks during the lower and upper secondary recess, and after school break. We didnt help much for there's other helpers there who were more enthusiastic than us and were more 'loud'. Hence we were kinda extra over there. I tried one of the ice sticks while helping and it tastes great although the weather was really cold. =S Im not mad.. hahaz! We had more things to do after school as Claire and I were the one collecting the coins and Jeannie the notes. There's so many people buying~ especially the lower secondary. There were a couple of teachers visiting the stall too~ how good. Heeehee~ So... business was good. *o*

We didnt help to back the Kacang Putih after that for we wanna go home. Hahaz~ although packing was fun, but i felt kinda tired and just wanna take a rest. So, maybe i'll help selling again tomorrow? Hehee~ i dunno, we'll see tomorrow ba. =D


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