Monday, November 29, 2004
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Out with Claire today, in search for her prom dress. We went to quite a couple of places and she decided on a dress that she saw a few days ago. =D Shan't elaborate much since there's nothing much to elaborate too. Keke~ anyway i just felt that the both of us are really healthy today, except for the Subway dinner. Hahaz~ we ate Yong Tau Foo, guavas, drank barley and fruit juices~ and saved alot of money! =P

It is confirmed that we can watch Singapore Idol Finals during Prom le.. yeah!!! I can imagine all of us cheering for Sly/Taufik and taking out our HPs voting for them. Of course i will vote for Sly!! Heehee~ =P

I seemed to be drifting apart with some of my close friends.. so fast! =( I felt so glad when i was smsing Joyce and the both of us just automatically update with each other what we are doing. =D It feels good. Well, at least we had not forgotten each other. I hope we never! Heez~

Still din manage to get a job yet.. maybe i should really go and ask for job application form at the place i wanna work. Hahaz~ Dad said i shouldn't rush into getting a job.. but dunno why.. i just feel like working. Hahaz~ maybe im still not used to the free time i had... like soo long never had it le. Keke~ it felt.. weird! =S

Relationships are complicated... haiz~


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Saturday, November 27, 2004
` MUM, PS2, SUCKS `

I HATE MY PS2!!! I HATE MY PS2!!!!!!!!!!! Go hell... i was playing my FFX-2, and played for more than an hour, get through lots of bosses and got all the hidden items, and it hanged on me when i was approaching the save point just within a minute. It's not that i dun wanna save okay... it is the game who didnt give me a save point to save. All my efforts in trying to get the hidden items and it just disappeared and i had to start all over again. ALL OVER AGAIN! I spent over an hour playing for nothing and i had to play the same thing if wanna continue. Well, tell me who wun feel angry when it hanged on you not only once? I replayed again before it! And my mum is scolding me when she saw me being angry and said about that sucks about my character. Whatever! If she doesnt know how it feels like, DONT COMMENT ANYTHING ON IT. Stop saying that it is my fault who doesnt save while playing and made the game hanged. It isnt ok? Blame it on the game who put the save point at so later part of the game, and blame it on my PS2. NOT ON ME. I already felt so bad about it and she just poured cold water on me. For now, i am very sure that i am not the wrong. Those who wun feel mad and angry about it are just freaks. ARGHZ!!!!!!


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Friday, November 26, 2004
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My first job today! ^_^ Huilin and I were lost and we didnt know how to get to RI. We were at Bishan MRT station and we totally had no idea of how to walk there. So we asked around... for quite a long time, and finally met a guy from RI. He walked us there and got really curious why are we going there, since it is a boys' school. =P Luckily we got there on time, or else will be leaving a bad impression on the boss! =D

The work was quite easy.. just giving out the brochures to people. The pay was good! xD And, we only worked for an hour. Hahaz~ after that, we took a break at Mac first before leaving Bishan. After that, I rushed to my aunt's house as i was supposed to have my dinner there. Luckily i didnt reach there too late, or else so paiseh.. hahaz~

First thing i did there was playing with the baby my aunt is babysitting currently, and she is sooo cute!! Her name is Loveli. Sweet name. xD She kept staring at me and i felt so paiseh. Hahaz~ she grabed my finger and kept smiling! CUTE! Heehee~ take a look at her at my sis's blog! You will agree that she is cute too. Keke~ I want to bring her home!! =X


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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
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Im old! Hahaz~ felt so tired after just one afternoon of shopping. =S I used to be able to walk for hours without feeling a bit of tired!! Keke~ i must have sat too much these few months.. heehee~ anywayz, i enjoyed myself today! =D

Went to JP then to Orchard with Huilin today. As usual, our first stop in Orchard is FH, and I finally bought the August issue of PLAY mag. Got Tony's bookmark.. woah.. first time in life. Didn't see alot of things that attracted me.. so i didnt get anything besides the mag. Heez~ but i regret not buying the latest PLAY mag issue from FH!! Arghz.. it was out of stocks in Kino. x_x So i didnt manage to buy it... -sad-

Walked around in Level 1 as Huilin wanna buy a t-shirt specially for Jay's upcoming concert. Not long later she found a shirt she likes! =) When we were about to leave, we past by a shop where its clothes attracted the both of us. But i find the saleperson so irritating!! Her mouth just went non-stop with 'heng piao liang!' here and there when we tried on the clothes. I kind of ignored her since i know that even if it doesnt look pretty, she would say it is nice as she wanna us to buy them. So the both of us only listened to what our comments to each other are. Hahahaz~ so in the end, Huilin bought a nice off-shoulder top and i bought a... eh... what is it called? Er... one-piece skirt? Hahahaz~ dunno la.. most probably wearing that to the prom since i don't see the need to wear a gown or whatsoever to a place which is only two blocks away from my home.

We went to Lucky Plaza after that, hoping to find House of Stars. I hate that place! Well.. full of foreigners... so scary! =P When we intended to give up on searching, Huilin saw a couple of teenage girls and so we decided to follow them. Hahaz~ well, i think any teenage girls in Lucky Plaza would mean going to HOS ba. Keke~ and we really found HOS!! Hahahaz~ it was stuffy in there and there's so many people!! I bought a Holiday mag with Mars on cover, looks great!! Left not long later as we couldn't stand the feeling of wanting to buy many things but unable to afford them. Heez~

Went to Wisma after that and saw a really, really shuai guy in Precious Thoughts. Gosh!! I was so shocked when i saw him. So is Huilin. He is the cashier there! Heez~ he is really friendly and has beautiful eyes and cheerful smile! And also he's very tall! Lalalaz~ like 'fa hua ci' like that. Keke~ Huilin and I can't stop talking about him on the MRT. -bish myself- Go see him next time if you can. Hahahhaaz~ Wisma's Precious Thoughts outlet!! Remember o... =P

Before going home, Huilin and I went to the job agency to apply for their help. Sadly, we were too late and was over working office hours. So going again tomorrow! Lalaz~ im excited in getting a job! I kind of miss studying actually... hahaz~ the freedom is too sudden and i still kept feeling guilty when using the computer and watching the TV!! xD

Republic Poly just sent a packet of tissuet to me via post. Hahahhaaz~ so funny... waste stamp la.

Well, i had decided. I am not going to any JCs or CI even if i am eligible. I want to go Poly! Hahaz~ i dont care whether i can go to the U or not... I dont think it is very important. But of course, i will go if i can through Poly. Heehee~

Going back to watch Zhan Shen. Gosh.. i should stop getting addicted to it. Just manage to persuade my mum to watch it last night. Heehee~


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Sunday, November 21, 2004
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Just finished reading The New Paper regarding the so-called Sylvester's family dispute. Hmm... I dunno... i just don't think that there is the need to report it to the press. This is about his family matters, why must it be reported to everyone? I don't think it is fair for him. Haiz... this is the problem faced by a celebrity. Anything related to you will be reported. That sux.

Another news shocked me. Kids as young as 10 years old dyed and reborned their hair. And most of them are encouraged by their parents. Wow... what this world coming to? Kids are getting vain, and parents encourage them to be vain. This is ridiculous! I always have this image that kids do not bother about their image and their hair will always be in a mess, but this is not the case now. =S Sad case...


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Friday, November 19, 2004
` New Layout + Singapore Idol `

-Cries- Sylvester is in!!! Gosh.... i was so so so scared just now, and broke down in tears too when Florence cried. Hahaz~ kinda silly. I felt really relieved when Gurmit announced that Sylvester is in the finals. Sorry Olinda.. i feel sad for you too. -Sobz- i was hoping Taufik was out... but sadly, he wasn't. =(

-Sulks- Im not going to the Prom Night!!!! Arghz... our prom night is held on the same day as the Singapore Idol finals - 1st Dec. Ahhh!! I want to watch the finals LIVE!!!! If not because Huilin reminded me, i wont even notice that they are held on the same day!!!! The finals is more important than the prom!! Ahh!!!!

Anyway, a new layout! Kind of simple, but i love it. Hahaz~ wonder how come my blog is always in blue... anyway, thanks sis for her guidance. Heehee~


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Thursday, November 18, 2004
` Released from stress.. finally! `

Whee! I'm finally dismissed from stress!! Heehee~ i do not have to touch Amaths anymore for more than half year!! (well, since i had decided to go to Poly, heez~) Although there's actually one more paper on Monday, i already felt that the Os is over, the day i had been looking forward to for so many months had arrived!! ^_^ Lalaz~ im so happy!!

OMG!! 5566 will be the VIPs for the Star Awards 2004! I never ever imagined that they will be there! Heehee~ it is confirmed, as stated in the I-Weekly. Can't wait to see them, hahaz~ been 11 days since i last saw them... too bad i don't have the tickets to the Jungiery Mega Star Concert, hopefully Huilin and I can win the Teenage contest. Hahaz~ but i was never lucky. =(

I think Sylvester did well today, despite the fact that the four judges didn't enjoy it at all. -Sad- Although i agree that his vocals is weaker than Olinda and Taufik, I still love this voice. Hopefully, as what Ken said, all Lians and Bengs will vote for him, and I hope all non-lians and non-bengs will vote for him too! ><;;; -took hp out and do fingers exercise-

I've changed a new tag board. Or should say... i no longer use a tag board. Hahaz~ it was down for so many days and i wonder if it will ever be back.

<<- Im addicted to listening to Sly singing An Jing. =P


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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
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_screams-!!! My sis and I actually found Mars comics in a comic shop near my home!!! Im overwhelmed!!! Gosh!!!! Im really elated to find the comics, after searching from the first shelf to the last shelf in the shop. Should have start from the last shelf.. heehee~ fipped through a couple of pages and the content is exactly the same as the show itself. Lalalaz~ Im excited im excited!!! =D

Geography paper tomorrow, and look at the time now. I had not finished studying it yet i am online blogging. Lalaz~ i just find Geography a boring subject. Studying it makes me wanna sleep! ^oo^

Ren Wo Ao You finale today... aww.... so sad!!! I had been looking forward to watch it everyday, and today would be the last day i will have the chance to watch it on TV. -sulks- =( The VCD is selling at a ridiculous price.. at least that's what i think. I shall save up the money for Mars DVD! Lalalaz~ although i had finished watching the show for uncountable times, i just feel like buying and keeping it, just like the way i kept 5566's merchandises! Heez~ im just so 'high' today. =D

Okay, i should get back to business! Awww... boring subject!!!


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Sunday, November 14, 2004
` 答应 `

答应 - 郭品超

我怕我没有勇气等你响应
最残忍的决定
总来不及逃避直到伤心
是谁说爱的任性不堪一击
曾完美的关系
因谅解而变形也不放弃
只要你一句话我愿意
重新去执着一颗心
答应你不再犹疑
为你我可以努力
不需要远离
也不用在意你的眼睛有没有我身影
请你相信我会证明
这一份爱只为你坚定
为你我可以忘记过去的美丽
也不再回忆任何风景想紧握你手心
我会答应用我最热烈的感情守护着你


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Saturday, November 13, 2004
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Im suddenly so afraid of going to sleep... im afraid of dreaming. All thanks to the dream i had last night... where what i really wanted to happen, happened, and everything seemed to be so real. I really really thought what i had been wishing for for months came true! I felt so sad upon waking up realising that it was only a dream, and it is not true at all. Maybe i should not take it too seriously, but can you imagine how it feels like? Hopefully... i dont dream the same thing over again... =(

How many parents keep their promise that they made to their children? I do wonder. When they made that particular promise, what did they have in mind? Is it that they feel that they can just make any promises without making it happen, as their children may not even remember it, and even if they do, so what? Or did they really make sure that they will do what they are going to promise before making it? Somehow.. i hate people breaking what they had promised earlier...

Well, these had been in my mind the whole day, and the more i think about it, the worse my mood is. I just suddenly don't feel like listening to any people or even talk. Yet, when my parents came home, i had to act as though im feeling alright and happy. Who knows, if they knew that im in a bad mood, they may even scold me. I dislike the feeling of not able to show how exactly i feel at that point of time. Think this happens to many people as well... don't you guys dislike it? Argh...


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Sunday, November 07, 2004
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Heez~ i 'past by' IMM today... and stopped at the open carpark with a video camera at 2.50pm. I really past by o... i went there for my lunch only. =P Then.. so coincidentally i saw 5566!!!!!! Kekeke~ RENFU SO SHUAI!!!!! They sang Yin Wei Ai the first thing after they came up on the stage, and they looked into the camera a couple of times. I cant believe that im so near the stage and can see them so clearly when my sis and i reached there only 10 mins earlier than the time the whole autograph session should start. My sis took video of them when they sang Yin Wei Ai... well, since im too short, taking video is kinda a tough thing for me. =P But we took turns after that. Hehee~ After the song, they talked abit, as usual, and signed on the board. They signed for everyone who is not present at the autograph, 183 club, Cyndi and Kone. Renfu signed his name really BIG in the middle of the board... so nice!!! I always love his signature. =D

Stood there watching them signing and continue taking video... cant really take much of them since almost every second there will be people blocking them. However, we did capture some nice ones~ heehee~ im so happy!! I was still so sad yesterday when i thought i cant go today... since the Os had not ended yet... but i did 'past by' today!! ^_^

Heez~ i only took two photos. Both are bad. Kekeke~ so put one Renfu here only. =P Going back to study! Maths Paper 2 tomolo!! Gambatte! Must work hard because they kept telling us to do so. Heez~



Renfu smiling while signing the poster. =D


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Friday, November 05, 2004
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Staring at the Social Studies textbooks and guidebook, English letter format... they cant help but made me felt elated. Heehee~ the thought of not going to study them and memorise them anymore made me really really glad! I can put them aside and not thinking about them forever. What Switzerland, Japan.... all are none of my business now! =P Yipee!!!! They are all over now! Lalalalala~

Till now, the papers were not as difficult as i thought it would be, and i truly hope that i would be able to score well. However, as many people think they the papers are alright, i was afraid of the moderation as i think will affect my grades greatly. Well... i guess i better dont think about it anymore since it was over and i cannot change anything at all. ^^ Hopefully, I can do the rest of the papers too! It's just 17 days before everything is over... just 17 days! Im looking forward to it... hehe~ then i will go look for a job. =D

Aww... I felt sad for Leandra. She's the second person that i felt really sad for during the results show after Jeassea. She seems so optimistic.... aw.... -sobz- however.. im really glad that Sylvester is in the top 4!!! ^^


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