Friday, April 29, 2005
` the old days `

It's been a long time since i last met my close frens (excluding Claire). Finally, i got to meet Joyce today! So glad. Im beginning to wonder if we will meet up like this two or three years later. Hmm.. or even after school starts. I know what you guys will tag on my cbox... but i was thinking, we cannot predict the future.

Sitting at Mc Cafe reminds me of the gang of us sitting there doing our CME project last year. We messed up the table with erasers and colour pencils. We were lazy to finish it up, however, we still did. Although the whole project didnt really turn out nice, we were still happy. Keke~ days without worries.

Saw Jane while accompanying Claire at work too. I haven seen her since we got back our results. Couldnt help but felt sad. The both of us are no longer close. We dont have any common topics now. We used to be so close in primary school and secondary 2, but everything is different now. I didnt even know what to say to her when i saw her. I guessed that applies to her too. Well... this seemed to be out of my control already. Sad.

I think we just hafta treasure what we have now. Who knows, you may lose it the next second. What you have now doesnt mean you will have it forever. People change, relationships change too. Lala~ just have to accept it in an optimistic way. =D

Oh yar Jean, remember to give me a call when ya free eh? Let's find a day where the four of us can go out together. =)

Anyway, take a look at this!

Chocolate Mousse from Mc Cafe. It tastes heavenly! xD


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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
` *scratches head* `

I wonder what's happening. After the post on tiramisu, i had been seeing both small and large size of tiramisu in the shop where im working these two days. Had been working there for more than two months, and this was the first time me seeing the cake in the shop. And somemore on two consecutive days after the post! Hmm... kinda freakish.

Yipee! Finally im back with FFX-2. I wonder how come i stopped at Chapter 5 which is the last chapter of the game. I can even go fight the big boss now if i am confident enough. Wonder what's up with my brain. Anyway, those who did play FFX, you will know about Blitzball. The game is back in Chapter 5. I find it hard to play in FFX, and it is even more complicated in FFX-2. >.< Guess i need some time to figure it out even though i had the strategy guide book. This book is somehow useless. It is supposed to help me in the game, and help me to get full percentage points and weapons that are hard to get without the guidebook, but it didnt. Many times it only tells me at the back that i need to do this and that to trigger another scene to, for example, get the most powerful accessory in the game. However, they didnt realise that it's too late to let me know. Bleh! Now i cant get full percentage points nor can i get the 'Invincible' accessory. Ouchie! Eh.. i should play by my own anyway. Keke~

I hate the weather now. It made it feel as though i am living in an oven. Feeling so sticky. Eeks.


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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
` <3 格鬥, hates insects. `

Omg. 格鬥 episode 15 rox! Heehee~ so nice. Yingqi finally expressed his love for Xiao Kui and they are together! Hmm.. can consider as together ba? Heehee~ so sweet. -melts- I waited for this day for so long!! Lala~ but another tragedy is coming. Argh... next episode gonna be a tiring one. The three of them seemed to be going mad. =S But maybe only Yingqi and Youli? Hais... poor them. =(

Renfu kept 电-ing me when im watching 格鬥. I guess one day i will be 电死. Is there any medicine to cure me? -.-''' 仁甫好帅! Opps. I think many strokes are appearing on those who are reading this. Wahaha~

Eeeee~ I simply hate insects. Can they dun get around me? Or if they are around me, can they not let me see them? Please!! They let me feel so uneasy always. Finally i had decided to on the air conditioner in my room and i saw one 'dark brown' lizard in my room. =S How am i going to sleep in peace tonight?! How i know whether it will climb all over my body when i am sound in sleep? AHh!! Leave my room!! SHooo!!!

Saw one big, fat, flying cockroach when at work too! Eeks. The thought of it made my hair stood up. Idiot! I hate hate hate insects!! >,<


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Monday, April 25, 2005
` tiramisu `

Eeks. Can TV dramas stop making me cry? I watched only two dramas today, and both of them made my eyes swollen. >.< Now, just thinking back about them brought tears to my eyes too. What the hell happened to me? Argh...

Anyway, I have always love the dessert tiramisu. Now then i know that tiramisu means 'pick me up' in Italian. From what i read from the internet, stories are told that tiramisu was the favourite of the Venice's courtesans, who needed a 'pick me up' to fortify themselves between their amorous encounters. Hmm.. doesnt sound that good eh? But from the hong kong movie i watched just now, it is more meaningful. It said that it represents the love from the wife to the husband. When the family is poor, the wife will take the leftcover cakes, eggs, cocoa and coffee to make food for her husband to bring along with him to work. And the husband will pick the tiramisu up and eat it to feel the warmth given by the wife. And that's why that dessert is called 'tiramisu' which is 'pick me up'. Yeah, something like this. That's what i remembered. So sweet eh? Aww...


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Saturday, April 23, 2005
` a layout of my own `

Woot! A new layout that i did with this freaking unstable computer. Hmm.... very similar to the previous one, and this layout is very not my colour. I dont understand how come i uses brown. Hmm.....

Just noticed i haven been exercising since Os started, which is like for half year? Opps. Look how unhealthy i am now. Ask me to run 2.4km and you will probably see me fainting just after running 400m. ><;;; I'm just too lazy to wake up early just for exercising. I want to treasure all the sleeping time i have now before school starts! Bleh! Just excuses. Heehee~ =P

Im hungry! Had only a small slice of cake and strawberry milk for the whole day. I want my dinner! Gonna celebrate my dad's birthday later on and im gonna eat alot. Heehee~

Still haben decide on whether to go to the camp anot. Argh... so troublesome. Im just so indecisive. *ar-bish*


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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
` i love my current life `

Opps.. haven been updating. My computer kinda unstable these few days and using it for just a few minutes simply pissed me off. Hahas... i need a new computer!! >.<

Had been working consecutively these four days and surprisingly im not tired at all. Im glad i enjoy my job. However, school starting in no time... hais... can you see how i wish school will never ever start? I dunno why i hate school to start too, but after the trip to SP, seeing those seniors, i really do hope time will go by as slow as it can. =X I wonder why... opps.

I was telling Claire a few days ago that i love the life i am leading now. No stress, and not exactly with nothing to do and rotting at home. Im happy. =D I dun understand why i have a great feeling that i wont be happy in school. Maybe im being too sensitive and thinking too much. But that's how i think right now.

Orientation camp. Im not sure whether i want to go anot. Those who know me will know that im not those outgoing and outdoor girls. I hate camps and i cant live without my TV for just a day. Think, i will even hesitate to go to a camp full of my close friends, will i hesitate more to go to a camp made up of strangers? The answer is very obvious. Hais.. though i had paid that 10 bucks (becos i had no choice), i will rather waste that money and not going to the camp although i know that it will help me alot in my social life. I really need to think through.

I cant stand myself. Im so obsessed with Renfu. After watching episode 14 of Ge Dou, im even more obsessed with him. Gosh im turning mad soon! Siao le... cant wait for episode 15. Lala~~

I envied my mum!! She bought a new handphone which i had fallen in love with when my dad brought it home. I still love my N7610!! But that phone's design rocks too. Nvm.. at least i can see it everyday. Wahahhas.... im keysiao.

Whee~ i love my sis's laptop. I want a lap top of my own too! Well.. i think i will need it in my Poly course too. However somehow... aiya forget about it. Heez... shant talk about it. =P


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Saturday, April 16, 2005
` so many things happened... `

Haven been blogging since Wednesday. Again, i got nothing interesting to blog on. >.< Had medical checkup on Friday and im glad im normal. Yes, that's what the doctor said - normal. Hahas~

Accompanied my mom to acupuncture just now. It's so so so scary! My legs turned wobbly immediately when i saw the needles. I had to sit down! If there wasnt a chair there, i would most probably sat on the floor! ><;;; I dun even know how my sis manage to survive through the acupuncture months ago when she had some back problem. It's so ouchie!!!

NKF's encore! Gonna go. Wanna see Renfu. Heeheex~ Renfu~~~~ time flies... a week ago i was trying to catch some sleep now. Gonna wake up at 2am. Hahahahhahas~~


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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
` happy birthday jane `

Happy Birthday Jane!!


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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
` I <3 Renfu! `

Oh yar did i mention? 仁甫 gonna help us get 完娱 back in Singapore!!! He asked all of us to shout "新加坡要完全娱乐" a couple of times when 完娱's camera is shooting. Heehee~~~ so nice of him!! I <3 him!!! Whee~~


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Sunday, April 10, 2005
` 5566 autograph session `

Opps.. i got serious sunburn. Wahaha..

I dont like the security today. They can do nothing about those malaysians and starland people booking so much space for themselves in the first and second barricades and left the third barricade (where i was in), squeezy and stuffy. There are times whereby Claire and I had no space to even stand. Gosh. And i dun understand how come the same people kept going in and out of the queue, causing many people had to keep making space for them to walk out. ><;; Poor Clarice. Hahaz..~

Anyways, we were being put into the barricades at 7.30am plus when the autograph session is at 1pm. We didnt really dare to go out to buy food or to the toilet as we were afraid that in the end we wont be able to get back into the queue. So stood throughout till 5566 came. In the afternoon, the sun was hot enough to dry a piece of wet tissue. Can you believe it? Hahahz~ Claire and I was experimenting when we got nothing to do. Scary!! I didnt feel like talking so.. sorry JSI~!! I didnt really talk to you guys. =X I was sort of stoning throughout while waiting. Hahaz~

5566 finally came! They were late for half an hour as expected, and they are SOO shuai! -drools- They sang 原点 first thing they came up the stage and Warner Music and Dallas Entertainment presented some awards to them after that. Some fans prepared a birthday cake for Xiezhi too. I agreed to what Xiezhi said!! He celebrated each year's birthday from January to April. Hahhaaz~~~ he said "一 年头大概要长大了三四岁." Hahaz~ i think it's kinda late to wish him happy birthday too. Afterall it is like... 2 months past his birthday?? Keke~

They sang 存在 after that and gave posters while signing. Melissa so lucky to caught the poster thrown by Mengzhe! Hahahaz~ then they started signing. Lalaz~

I felt kinda sad when on the way up the stage and after signing. Something just caught on to me. Well, i told myself that this would be the last time im going up the stage to sign. The next time i will be seeing them, will be only at the audience corner. I just think it's time for me to grow up and stop being so crazy over them. Though hard, but i'll try ba. Especially when school starts. Doubt i will be going there to queue early in the morning or whatsoever le. Sobx! I kinda cant let go. It was two years and three months ago when they had their first autograph session in Singapore. Time flies.

Im starting to miss 仁甫. =X I spoke to him and he looked up. So glad. He didnt look up to all fans. So kinda relieved that at least he looked at me and smiled when i spoke to him. Lala~ Cant stand myself. ><;; 孙总 said "谢谢你!" Hahahaz~ i felt weird seeing him so polite! So i just replied 谢谢 back lo. Keke~

Anyway, after watching the video i took, i started to curse those 56 malaysian fans in my mind. You watch it and you know it. DAMN THEM. Argh... uber angry now man. They kept holding their boards up and blocked my view. There's times whereby i can only see Mengzhe and their board blocked the rest. And their boards just wrote they are from malaysia and held them throughout when they performed. Wah kou! Luckily 56 didnt speak anything about fans coming from malaysia. Wahahaz...! Alright im mean, but they were not only blocking me, they blocked everyone at the back too. They did two mean things lo.. - booking place at the 2nd barricade and blocking everyone's view with their boards. Bleh!!!

仁甫.仁甫.仁甫仁甫.仁甫.仁甫仁甫.仁甫.仁甫.仁甫



5566's autographs on my VCD. xD


I think i saw Xiezhi looking into the camera! ^^


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Saturday, April 09, 2005
` 15 hrs and 35 mins `

Whee~~~ im going to see them in less than 24 hours time. To be exact, it will be in 15 hours and 35 mins. Im nervous about it!! However, i dont dare to hold high hopes as im afraid that i will end up feeling disappointed. =S Im thinking too much! Lalaz~

Dont dare to go sleep now!! Im worried that i will not be able to wake up later at 2am. =X I will be in deep shit. Hahaz.. not that serious la.. but.. aiya.. it is considered as a very serious matter to me. I dunno what im saying! Enuff enuff..

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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
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Oh sucky sucky!! I should have say that im not free on Saturday so i will not need to work. x.x If im not working this Saturday, i will be able to go fetch 56, able to go to Cyndi's autograph session as well as Sylvester's (although i had lost interest in him). Ahhh!! How come there are so many activities going on on this Sat? Argh...

I got nothing to blog... again!! Wahahhaas...

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Woot.. so fast!!! -excited jumping around-


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Sunday, April 03, 2005
` IMM queue `

Gosh freaking tired now. Worked for 9 hours and rushed to IMM to try to find that toopid 56's queue. Couldnt find it and i got pissed off and threw away the cardboard. Walked around to buy some clothes and had my dinner. Im hungry man. Only ate breads the whole day. I gave up after walking around for thousands over times in and out the shopping mall, so my mum and i decided to go home. You will not believe our luck. On our way home, we saw 4 people eating pizzas and camping over one corner. Gosh. It's the queue! So happy man. But i had already threw the cardboard away for over 2 hours so i was thinking it's impossible to find it back. However, i found it! Gosh... a miracle just happened. I just placed it at the queue and hopefully the people there will be nice to help me look after it when it's their turn to queue. Haix... 神啊,请帮帮我!!

I hope that that area will be booked by us, and hope that no one will be so mean to remove our cardboard and place theirs on it. Ahh!! Everyone who knows how to pray please help me!!! Here to thank you first. =)

-yawnz- im so tired..

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