` last `
Hais.. kinda sad and bu she de. =( It's my last day working at prima... and it's pretty sad to have the idea of 'this is the last time im making waffles', 'this is the last time im serving this customer', 'this is the last time im arranging the cakes' blar blar blar. Hais... ='(
In just a blink, I had worked at there for more than 5 months. Sound little, but there's lots of memories there. Happy, angry, depressing, scared... HAIS.
However, Joanne is so nice to tell me that i can always go back. Just give her a call, maybe during my hols of whatsoever, and she will make arrangements. Felt kinda touched. =) So sweet of her.
Anyway, no work = no extra cash = broke. Wahaha... shall take note of how i spend now. HeeZ~ xD
Alrighty! Im so far behind now. There's DBMS MST tomorrow, and i had not studied much yet. Or should i say.. i had only touched on 20%? Shitty bom bom. =P
Wish me luck! No sleep for me today. Boohoohoo~~
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-7/31/2005 11:30:00 PM-
` my saisai jiemeis `
Whee~~ It's a great day. xD Met up with Huilin to early celebrate her birthday. I missed her! We had not went out with each other for a long time. Glad we met up! Heex... guess this is the third or fourth time we met up to celebrate her birthday? With Claire along too. The three of us. Heez~
This time, we went to Fish & Co. We ordered some really nice small snacks while waiting for Claire to arrive. We both love the Ice Bombers. It's actually ice-cream cake, but it tastes different from the ones we always eat. xD Yummy~ Had fish and chips after that and Claire arrived and had some salad. The fish & chips is nice, but it's so fattening and the serving is huge. My stomach didnt feel good after eating it. Haha~ but it's still nice. xD
Went to the arcade after that. It's fun. Hahas.. im addicted to the drum thing. Opps.
We got nothing better to do after that, so we went to watch a movie! No other movies that we can watch except for Stealth, so no choice we bought the tickets for that movie. Hmmmm... i some sort of nearly dozed off during the front part of the movie. It's kinda boring with all those talking and explanations and blar blar blar. It got not too bad at the end of the show. Kinda nervous and exciting. Hahaha~ xD I would want to watch the climax of the movie again. =P
Went home after that. Took lotsa photos on the bus. Im lazy to post them up though. Lala...
Whoohoo!! There's this video shop called 'VideoEzy' opened in my house area. YEAH! I love that shop. Keke~ there's one in genting highlands too! >.< Shall rent some movies to watch when i got the time. Haha~ Claire remembered what we said? Im looking forward to it! xD
Alrighty... i should go and study for my test. Think it's time to die on Monday. Hais..... im already so last-minute when it comes to tests. x.x
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-7/30/2005 10:09:00 PM-
` Project Superstar `
Sobs... didnt expect Wei Chong to be out. I dont like that Guo Qiang!! I want him to OUT! =X Hais... poor Wei Chong. -Cries-
However, really relieved that Derrick is in. -Phew- So happy. Hahas... he's cute! Cant stop listening to him sing. I like his voice. -.^
Kelly's great. xD xD xD
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-7/29/2005 12:13:00 AM-
` laziness is in me `
Sometimes i hate myself, for being so bloody lazy. I always dont carry out what i had planned. I always find excuses to console myself. What's wrong with me? I dunno too. =S
Just like now. MST is just a few days away, and i had not started on any revisions. Im not confident in passing well at all, yet i dont put in any efforts to improve. My room is in a mess, yet i dont tidy up when i got the free time. I only know how to slack and waste time. >.< Ouch.
Im just a spendthrift now. I had spent way too much money. I dunno on what however. I didnt buy alot of stuffs, but my money just disappeared. I seriously need to note on how i spend. I need to remember that i no longer have extra cash for me to splurge. Sometimes i still wonder if it's a mistake for me to quit. I wanna quit as i cant handle schoolwork or is that im lazy? Am i finding excuses to quit? Am i that unhappy at work after changing boss? Will i regret the decision i had made? Haha.. im thinking too much.
Actually, i had typed lotsa stuffs into this post. But I decided not to publish it. Hahas... shall not pour complaints into this blog today. =)
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-7/28/2005 04:58:00 PM-
` the island `
The Island is a nice movie! Heez.. Ewan so charming. OPPPS.
Shall go sleep. Not at all tired. Strange. -scratches head-
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-7/28/2005 03:12:00 AM-
` new layout `
Whee~ finally something new. Hahas... this blog layout was initailly from the blogskins, but i changed the picture and the words. xD So it looks different. Lalala... just something simple. =)
Met up with Claire, Eric and Wei Sheng today. The purpose was to
study. Well, i think we 'behaved' ourselves as we didnt end up playing or shopping. Heeheex~ I managed to write some notes on database and nothing else. I wonder how i spent the day. It seemed like i was doing nothing at all. Keke! I sort of expected it anyway, i'm not hardworking. Heeheex~ xD
Gonna meet them on Friday again, hopefully i will be more productive. Heez~ (:
Alright.. im bored. x.x
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-7/27/2005 01:19:00 AM-
` oppss `
I dont feel like blogging because i am sick of my blog layout. WAHAHA~ =X
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-7/26/2005 12:55:00 AM-
` the fun `
Whee~~ i've enjoyed myself today. xD
Hmm... woke up real late today. 9.20am when i have to reach school by 10am. Hahas~~ rushed abit and took a taxi there. I definitely had a hard time flagging for a taxi! >.< Was late by 5 mins but glad that there was people who reached even later than me. Heeheex! So, we had drawing assignment cum test and it was not too bad. =) At least this time i didnt draw too big or too small or out of paper. Keke~ however, i felt like sleeping half-way through the paper. Gosh... =P
Was playing a fool with my laopo while waiting for my nu-er to finish her drawing. Think we really made a din in class. OPPS. Kekeke~ but even the lecturer was laughing at us, so i think it was alright. It was so fun and crappy! It's hard not to have fun in front of them man. Hahas.. i will soon become a siao ding dong. >.<
Meet Claire and Wei Sheng after class. Couldnt find Eric. Think he disappeared in space le. Keke~ so the three of us proceeded to Orchard to have our japanese dinner! It was yummy. All thanks to myself who wanna bet with Claire to finish the rice, i was so full that meal. I got tummy now!! =P Although full, we still went to buy gelato ice-cream. Heehee~ yum yum. While eating, we played around with our cameras and took some really humorous photos. Couldnt believe we can play and enjoy so much with just a cup of ice-cream. Hahaha~
The three of us got key-siao and so 'high' after the ice-cream. We kept crapping and joking like nobody's business. Wahaha~ think we only cooled down when we were on the bus ba? Hahas~ the bus ride was darn comfy. xP
Now... yawns!! Feel like sleeping. Kekekeke~~ im a lazy pig! ^oo^
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-7/22/2005 10:36:00 PM-
` finally over `
Phew! Finally all assignments are done and i can sleep. Hahas~
No choice, i have been sleeping ard around 5am to 6am lately. I think i look like a panda now. Poly life seems to be much more stresser than Secondary school. I tried to slack but it seems to be kinda tough. =S
Wei Sheng gave me an article yesterday, saying that lack of sleep will decrease lifespan. Wahahaha~~ so interesting. However... sometimes it's not within my control to decide what time to sleep. Heehee~ but definitely, i feel like sleeping now. -Yawns- =P
Im looking forward to next week. It's finally holiday time. Hmm.. actually i shouldnt consider it as holiday.. should consider it as study week. Haha.. MST is on the week after the break. -faints- Hais.. there's not a single time where we can slow down our footsteps to breathe. -Cries-
Alright.. enough of complaints on how tired i am. Guess everyone in DMMT is lack of sleep now. Hahaha... more chickens have to be killed to make chicken essences. Everyone needs it! So do i but im not going to take it since i taste so awful. -Pukes- Hahahas...
Anyway.. im sad that im going to be in this class for only a year. Everyone will be splitted at the 2nd year, and most probably the 3rd year too. Im kinda worried and sad. Well, my 1A04 family is happy and loving, i wont want to be separated from them. Sobs... wish me luck and pray for me.. to be in a class full of fun and crappy people like now in the 2nd and 3rd year. Hmm... issit a bit too early to think about it? Heez~~ kiasu-ism.
Thanks everyone for your concern and the posts at the cbox! My mood hadnt been good that few days as schoolwork is stressing me up. Glad everything is better now. =)
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-7/20/2005 11:31:00 PM-
` i got great parents `
Is it wrong to ask for a new computer when my own computer crashed? Is that request too much? I had warned them before school starts... i entered a computer course, there's a very high possibility that i will need a brand new computer that are able to handle the large size programs that i will be learning and using. Why am i being scolded for asking for a new computer now?
My mood hasnt been stable since Thursday. My GDIT assignment is due on Friday and my computer crashed on Thursday night. Tell me, who will be a good and cheery when this happened to you? My dad, kept saying that he got a good computer and wanted me to use his and dont buy, but, what's the use of that computer when it has a unstable Windows and cant even open the programs like Photoshop and Illustrator that i need to use desperately? Alright, yes, he did help by keep re-installing his windows and the softwares, but in the end it still doesnt work. I had no choice but to use my sis's computer at 4am to do my assignment. I did no last minute work, I swear. I started doing this assignment on Monday. But my lecturer need me to edit my work, what else can i do? That's the reason for me sleeping at 7am, without editing much things. Im worried that i will fail this assignment.
Yesterday night, i nicely talked to my dad that i will pay $1000 myself for the new computer. And he started to scold me that im picky and he already has a good computer for me and i dont wanna use. He said he had made the Windows stable in his computer and there is no need to buy. I already hate that i need to pay myself for a new computer, that i seriously think is supposedly be bought by them, still, i was being scolded. Is it fair for me?
Now, my dad's computer's Windows died. This is his so-called good computer. I cant even do my MORG assignment now. Im pissed. So my mother just scolded me not long ago that i had been showing them a black face these few days. My dad complained to her that i showed him a black face last night too. EXCUSE ME, dad, i talked nicely to you last night and it was you who showed me a black face first and even scolded me. I haven complained about you and here you complained about me. SHIT u.
I had no choice but to use my sis's laptop now. I have always feel stressed using my sis's laptop, and this time i have to even install a program into it. I just say i feel stressed using, and i got a scolding from my mum again. How can her be so unreasonable?
They dont understand my situation at all. All my assignments are exams. They will decide what grade i get for my overall. Im stressed. And i have to get even stresser by the computers and scoldings. F***.
Now, my mum is telling me how good of them to decide to buy me a new comp by instalment. Buy me one after scolding me? Im a maid or a 3 year old kid? It's like buying me sweets after slapping me right on the face. This, tell me that there's no need to rely on them. I might as well continue working. I know them too well now.
Im disappointed with them. Way too disappointed.
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-7/16/2005 07:03:00 PM-
` im cool `
Hey guys... look at the time now. It's not that i had woke up so early, is that i had not slept at all. Woah...
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-7/15/2005 06:43:00 AM-
` awake `
Oolala~ im still awake!
Hahahas.. this is the result of doing last minute work. But cannot blame me eh? Im running a fever in the afternoon.. so i had slept through the day. Opps...
Anyway, i had anyhow finished up my work. Opps. Feel like ponning lessons tomorrow. Hais... i simply hate Monday's lesson. -Faints-
It's gonna be a real long week!!! Let's see what assignments i have to complete...
Edited on 11 July :
GDIT - 30% (Due date : 15 July 2005)
MORG - 30% (Due date : 18 July 2005)
OC - dunno how many. But it is a very important presentation, to the extent that i have to wear formal! (Due date : 15 July 2005)
CRS - 10% (Due date : 18 July 2005)
WEBP Outline (Due date: 18 July 2005)
IDEA presentation - 30% (Due date : 18 July 2005)
Just in case you dunno... the percentages are the weightage for my overall of the module.
Waahahaha~ wish me luck!
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-7/11/2005 03:33:00 AM-
` sicko poo poo `
Bleh... im sick again.. >.<
How weak can my immune system get? Sucky man..
So im taking 'off' tomorrow. Hais.. less 45 bucks in my July pay. So sad...
Okay nvm.. shall do my assignments tomorrow. There are so many to be handed in next week. Cant the lecturers give us a break? Hais...
Anyway.. decided to quit. Im too busy to work. I will be neglecting my schoolwork and tiring myself out if i continue working. So i shall be guai and listen to my friends. xD
Okay.. shall sleep EARLY. Hahaha~
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-7/10/2005 12:10:00 AM-
` endure `
Yawns... so tired! I want to sleep. Boohoo~ so many homework not done yet... im too slack. Hahaha~
Anyway, watched Initial D today.. hmm... Jay is cute! Hahahhaa~ but i think the story has no plot. Indeed the racing is damn nice, but it's a pity that there's aint much story behind it. So.. normal normal la. Not as nice as some people described it to be. Heehee~ xD Just my opinion o~
Alright.. back to serious stuffs - homework. Blehh~
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-7/07/2005 01:11:00 AM-
` crap update `
Im finally back with updates. It had been a slacking week, FINALLY. Haha~ however, slacking week = no assignments, but still with presentations. Oh well. =P Anyway, this slacking week wont last long since i had already received my second GDIT assignment... >.< wish me luck.
Had a so-called 'drawing assignment' on Friday. Seriously, i hope i can get a good grade. Hais... well, my good grade is, better than 'C'. =)
Im sick of astro. Dont feel like joining any CCA anymore. Opps.. im lazy. Hais... but guess i will still go ba... >.<
Feeling so groggy at work today, and i kept wanting to eat and drink. The weather was damn humid and hot. The air-con in the shop is useless man. Wahaha~
Anyway, im relieved that we didnt make any mistakes today. Kinda worried as we had been making mistakes for the past few weeks. And most importantly, i didnt get scolded by any customers these two days at work. Im so glad. xD Peace!
Anyway girls, do inform me earlier when you guys wanna go for the chocolate buffet. I need to take leave. It's getting hard to not to work at weekends now especially with a colleague quitting. So i need to know earlier. Heez... im not 'da pai' k? xP Keep in touch! ^^
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-7/03/2005 09:17:00 PM-
